Told to leave home for my mental health

[Loopsie]

Its a real long and emo story but to put it plainly; I have problems with disordered eating, Self harm, Depression, Psychosis, Anxiety and Suicide. My sister i think has some sort of attention seeking thing and whenever in the past it has come to light about any of my issues, she has suddenly 'developed' them.

Shes in a mental institute and we used to get on alright but she crossed the line when she 'tried to kill herself' and then made up a load of s**t about my nan and my dad which i know is untrue because i was there. Social services then got involved and are gonna speak to my nan and my dad because its a child protection issue.

I cant actually put into words how much i hate her, not in the petty way sisters usually do but in a proper full on have never despised someones existance this much, so please no comments about how we can fix it blah blah blah coz it isnt happening.

The family therapy team (my side of it coz i refuse to have anything to do with her) have said that we have to for my mental health and her physical health coz i will hurt her undoubtedly, must have a planned seperation and the only way this can be done without it affecting my other kid sisters is for me to get my own place.

Im 16. Im on an apprentice salary. I cant afford my own place! Ive looked into it. Living with a flatmate i dont know will not be good for my anxiety, i have to sleep with a knife and thats just living with my family- flatshares are out of the question. But then when im on my own im at my worst emotionally and mentally, its when all my issues reach their peak. I dont know what i should really do. I have to move out, i know that much. But im not sure what it will do to me and thats kinda scary

[Sheltie90]

My god that's bad. Is there no supported housing you could go into? Or could your care team suggest somewhere that's safe for you to go?

Not sure what to say on your sister side, but I understand where your coming from with the line being crossed and no going back cos that's where i am with my dad now, and people don't understand.

I hope things get sorted for you soon and it doesn't cause you too much more stress than it already has.

x x

[overcome.]

You should speak to the team that helps you currently with regards to housing and potential living arrangements. They're there to help at the end of the day and they'll present you with different options. I do hope though that you get things sorted. Have faith in those around you, see what they say.