What makes you think your doctor doesn't care?
Could you call a helpline? Like Samaritans or a crisis team?
Why do you feel you hate your meds?
We're all here to support you <3
x Katie x
My meds make me feel like a zombie. My doc doesnt care because he only cares about the money. I have no feeling anymore. I hate myself because no one likes me. Im sorry, its just the way I feel.
cs10228, maybe you should consider changing doc, or telling him about your meds ? Don't feel sorry for ranting. Is there no crisis team in your region that could help you ?
-- English is not my mother-tongue, so I apologize for any spelling/grammar mistake --
Roli, thinking of you. Stay safe. hug
Katie, hope you're ok. Hug
Niniane, let us know how it goes. Good job calling dr. Thumbs up
Cs. Hugs and support.
Sorry I'm short on words guys. Not feeling so great. Hate depression. :(
I am pretty low right now. I've finally decided on a date. It's not too soon...but it's there in my head. I have no one to seek help from. No one to talk to. I just feel like today's been the final straw. I don't know what I'm wanting from this; I guess just to get this thought out of my head.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Mix tape, what happened today? Can you share your plan with a crisis line? A hospital? I hope you can share with us and with someone in real life who can help. Please don't keep this in. Don't want you to hurt yourself.
Mum24- *curls up* Meh, just so done. You know one of those realisation moments that makes you realise that all you ever suspected- even at your most paranoid- were right. I am destined to die. Its written in the stars. Why am I fighting it. My head is planning again. No one will listen, just like they didnt last time. I'm done fighting this.
How are you hun? How are things? Hugs xx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Mum24 - thank you but I don't have anyone in my life I can share this with. They all think I'm getting better...I can't admit to them how bad this is getting because none of them understand and they don't know how to help anyway. I am too scared to call Crisis but I don't have anyone else. Nothing has especially happened today...it's just when I decided on the date and it's made things seem more real.
getting_by - I'm sorry you're struggling. I know what you mean about those kind of days. Keep strong.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Roli, I want you to live. What would I do without you? Can you tell someone hun? Please?
My life is a total mess right now. I'm a mess too. Can't cope. Want to end it too. I'm such a loser. So upset right now. I posted it on my maybe tonight thread. I'm just yucky. My therapist even recommends I don't work next week. It's like the only thing I am scheduled to do that gives me any respect before my husband. And I can't even handle that. I'm a fuckin failure
Mix tape please consider calling crisis. I know what you mean about not letting people know. I really understand but you have to be okay here. They'll find out if you die and then they won't be able to lie without you. Please take care of yourself. I'm so sorry things suck.
Mum24- Your not sweetie, your incredible. You really are. I will go read your thread now... just wanted to send some hugs.
Mix Tape- Thank you. I really hope you can get some help hun. I know what its like when you get a date. How real it is. But it all gets too real when its all been carried out. Please dont get to that point. People will understand. They will. x
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Mum24- oh hun. I'm sorry- Social are shit. I knw its hard hun, maybe it would just be easier to b open with your husband, its not good for you to hide things- its so stressful. However, your husband doesnt sound the most empathetic creature that ever graced the earth. Huggles
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Well they talked to my husband and shock ms he wants to be at my next dr appt on thurs to see how he can better support me. I'm nervous. Could be a disaster.
How are y
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
