The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread

[ThinkingofRecovery]

I've not got the energy for the bath. x-Factor then bed probably.

I've actually done all and wrapped all my christmas presents.

How are you Laura?

[whirlpools]

That's amazing, I haven't even started! X-Factor then bed sounds like a good idea.

I'm okay thanks, had too much coffee so a bit wired. Went across to York today to try and start my Christmas shopping but it was far too busy so just had some lunch and came back. Will probably just do most of it online.

[ThinkingofRecovery]

I did most of mine online.

Good that you stayed out for lunch still hun

[ThinkingofRecovery]

Is everybody too busy with the X-Factor or perhaps you even have a life? *shocked*

[Tig]

Haha Carrie ~ I love x factor but missed a lot of it due to a bad day.
CRT been round though and just had some food. Now Dad has sent me an e-mail :( This is not good, in fact, really not good at all.

[~Grace~]

Hey, Im not really into x-factor this year, think it has something to do with the two men in this house watching 'dave' lol xx

Sorry to hear youve had a bad day Lottie..Did the CRT help at all or offer any kind of support? xx

Im losing myself in a box of wine as i cant cope any other way right now. Hopefully it will give me a good nights sleep

[Tig]

I hope you can keep yourself as safe as possible Rowie and that it does help you to sleep.

CRT have upped the support I was having which is helpful even if it can't change things as such. xx

[ThinkingofRecovery]

I'm glad they have upped your support Lottie. Why is it bad that your dad emailed you - don't answer if you don't want to, I understand if too private.

[Tig]

It's okay. He was very abusive, until very recently. It pushed me over the edge last time and that was when I ended up in ICU. I didn't hear from him whilst in hospital but he's just found out I'm out. x

[ThinkingofRecovery]

((hugs))

[Tig]

*Hugs back* xx

[ThinkingofRecovery]

I'm really struggling with this whole might be rejected from dbt programme thing. It is making me want to do some really risky things. I can't get the thoughts out of my head.

[strawberry11]

I don't know what to do with myself. I blow up and have these break downs like its the end of the world. I don't know how to stop them and its really hurting my relationship with others around me. Any suggestions? I'm struggling.

thanks carrie im struggling alot right now but meh...

wow ur organising concerning ur xmas presents is amazing i havent even thought bout it

[ThinkingofRecovery]

Hi Strawberry, don't think I've seen you around here before so welcome :)

What are you struggling with Cheryl?

[HildaOgden]

Carrie: try writing your worries down on paper to get them out of your head.
Also, try talking about your worries with your care co-ordinator or someone close to you who will listen and help get your worries into perspective.
I know you may not want to call for help now to talk things through, so may be take your night meds and get some sleep, to keep you safe for now. Then tomorrow try and get talking things through. The more you keep these worries to yourself, the more they will fester and thatt will do you no good.

Hugs

[HildaOgden]

Hi Youonly live once - what are you struggling with? I hope you're ok

[ThinkingofRecovery]

Thanks Diagnonsense, have already done those things and I don't have meds at night. Tempted to go for a walk in the traffic.

[HildaOgden]

hi - this is my first time in posting in this thread in ages. i hope that's ok. just could kinda do with some identification/support/distractoin/friends right now.

[HildaOgden]

NO! Please don't do that - could you call a crisis team or the Samaritans for a chat?
Do you have any PRN?
You can tell me your concerns about being rejected from DBT if that would help?