So,

[[SundayGirl]]

I know i said i had left RYL to recover further, & i feel i have done but id really like to ask advice.
Im a healthy BMI now, nobody thought i could ever do it. Especially not this fast (ive only been out of ip for just over a month) Im not restricting, im not binging, im not purging.
Im healthy.
The problem im facing now is though, now im a healthy weight im petrified, i like my new weight (most days) & i want to maintain, but im still gaining because although im healthy im not at my natural weight. I cant cut down what im eating because i know ill relapse so that isnt an option.
How can i deal with this further weight gain?

[mickymouse]

ive been in the same exact position twice (twice cuz the first time i ended uo relapsing) not going to lie to u and say it'll go away after x days/weeks/months cuz it DOESNT. ive been out of the hospital for 8 months but every day is a challenge by meal times because i so badly want to stay happy and healthy.. but i want to be skinny etc... so its always a fight- to eat or not to eat ( i choose to eat when i really sit down and contempalate cuz i DONT want to get bad again).. im here for ya and i know what ur going thru....
good luck :)

[[LittleMonster]]

Your weight will stabilise babe, just keep at it.
You are beautiful and I'm proud of you
Just remember how far you've come and what life used to be like

I'm always here for you
Message me anytime
xxx

[xjessx]

It really will stabilise, you have only been out of IP for a month so your body will still be finding its feet, your body will come to rest at a set point soon and the difference is probably going to not be noticeable except to you, it also may drop down a wee bit when its sure food wont disapear. You sound like your doing amazingly! just keep at it mickymouse has good advice and ive been in a similar place too.