Hey Mari :) See, you are already fixing the thread.
I'm ok ish, just struggling with anxiety but dr says it is probably withdrawal from clonazepam which I decided to stop a few weeks back so hopefully it will pass.
Very exciting Ferret :) These letters about applying to train as student vet nurse?
"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
I think its all the talk of their being no community spirit lately that makes me sad to think if this place, because we don't have it anymore and haven't for a long time, so we can keep the thread being a rant and rave about depressing things or try to gain some self respect back and be a little family again :)
I think i need to stop procasinating lol but its soooooooo hard
Ahh withdrawal isnt nice carrie, but just hold on and try to take things easy!
Hi revolving door and welcome to the thread, how are you?
Antubis - have you spoke to anyone about how feel? esp work if you feel its too much?
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
The internet is distracting lol, but then i need it to read - i think its hard to sit and read 40 page things lol, ive even tried using the computer voice to read for me, but it makes you want to jump out the window lol.
I really need to get focused though, i guess im the type of person that wants to do well but could do better, its just hard being off uni for so long, still having to do the work and having to put up with my mood being all over the place due to being stuck in the house.
How are you?
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Antubis - have you spoke to anyone about how feel? esp work if you feel its too much?
I have tried talking to my parents about it (as I work for them and live with them) but they sort of just get annoyed and my mum, especially tells me she hates me moaning all the time -sigh-
I am feeling a lot better since this morning - damn BPD makes my moods up and down. Plus I came on today so that obviously didnt help :(
"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
Mari do some work, now, i demand it......even reading and making notes on a few pages at a time? damn see how i backed down there.
Carrie *smooshy snogs*
hello other peoples :D
I am currently sat in front of a nice fire drying out after a walk with the wolf in the pissing rain lol
Mari (and Carrie :) ) I wrote to a few vets asking for work experience/ voluntary work to start me on the first step to returning to work and training as a vet nurse :) one replied today and said yes please call, unfortunately i missed to woman but will call again tomorrow :D
oh forgot to say, the boyfs having his knee op this weekend (finally hes waited so long) so he'll be stuck as well mari!
A bit, but its just annoying. Besides i need to go to the vets tomorrow, piggie's got two lumps on here, it could be nothing, it could be serious - shes still eating and drinking like the chubby piggie she is, so at least thats a good sign.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Little shout out to Pomegranate - I hope you are okay, you never replied to my post on page 956, which is perfectly okay if you didn't want to or forgot or something, I'm just a bit worried about you anyway and wondering how you're getting on, so sending my well wishes if you see this.
To Mari - I hope your piggie turns out okay, I know how frightening it can be, so try think positive and it's a good sign she's eating/drinking still.
To everyone else, I hope you are doing okay too, and I'm sorry I've not been posting, I've been in a bad place quite a lot so I don't really have anything good to add(imo, I just feel useless a lot), but if anyone wants to talk, I don't mind and am a PM away, I probably will offer crud advice but I can listen and be there if you need that, even if we're strangers.
Will try to post more and offer more support if I can and such when I feel up to it, but yeah, thought I'd post this.
Im planning to go with my mum tomorrow, as shes my pet i should be there, and besides i need to pay lol. Just not going to be fun having to go on crutches, and getting in and out of taxis eugh.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Ha ha yeah ive had them all my life, though my parents look after the pigs because im not allowed them in my flat, but i still pay for them. I suppose im lucky because they are in piggie world oaps now lol and not had any problems, but being old and ill wont be good for her if the worst comes to the worst.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Im in a good mood now, i got the hardship fun from uni so thats my tuition fees sorted mostly, still got a bit to pay myself but helps with the money worries.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Fingers crossed Piggie is okay (what kind of animal is he/she btw?)
My friend's rabbit is really ill at the mo -seems to be the season for it.
Anyway, hope everyone is okay xx
"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
lol she is a Guinea pig, though i noticed today the other one has a bald patch, well two which isnt good - i dont think its mites tho as only she has it, and its behind both her ears only, and i couldnt see anything. So two ill piggies now!
Hope your rats ok claire
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
