Messed Up

[LittleVampp]

I havent cut in a very long time..... like a good 12 months maybe a little bit longer and then i go and mess it all up by starting again to if im honest it felt soooooo good to cut again it made me feel calm and at ease..... I know it shouldnt and thats not the way to look at it but its the way it made me feel :(..... Im really worried know tho because my boyfriend used to tell me if i did it again he would leave me and know im to scared to tell him incase he does :(

[Heaven Knows]

*hugs*
Sorry to hear you're struggling honey.
It's okay to slip up, well done for making it 12 months! That's a great achievement!
I'm sure your boyfriend will see how far you've come and that it's just a little blip in recovery.
Don't be too hard on yourself.
x Katie x

[LittleVampp]

I just keep thinking about it know and how good it felt :(

[Heaven Knows]

I know it feels good honey, but think about the other feelings associated with it too - guilt? that you can no longer show that part of your body?
*hugs*
I'm sorry. I'm really low on words.
Keep fighting honey.
x Katie x