Hi I'm Jaime

JaimeIsBroken · 11-09-2011, 05:21 AM

I'm not sure if I am in the right place. I am tryin to readd but I am having troble with all the tears that are comeing out of my eyes.

Before a few weeks ago I never heard of a support forum. I thought survivor was only a word used to describe someone who lived through an accident. I am so scared right now. I don't want to keep telling my story to strangers. I am so scred they will believe his lies and think I asked for it then changed my mind.

It feels like I cant breathe. I can feel him on me and it...

I think I need someone to talk to who hass been through this before. I'mm not sure if I can bring myself to talk about it here. How can I talk about it if I cant talk about it.

My dad called the police. The hospital ran tests on me and he was arested . I feel like everyone at school monday will beable to see ho messed up I am. I have to go back I have already missed 8 days in a row. Dad is making me go to school monday. I am afraid he will be there.

I just don;t know what to do. it feels like everything has fell apart. I sound so stupid, I sound like a stupid kid. I am 16, I'm not a kid. What's wrong with me???

I'm probably at the wrong place. Someone let me know.

24601 · 11-09-2011, 02:37 PM

Hey there. You're in totally the right place here, RYL is open to any one who has or is going through tough times. You don't sound like a stupid kid, you sound like someone who's had something horrible happen to them that was out of their control and who is now living with the effects. I hope you find RYL helpful - my PM box is always open if you want a chat. You might find the Abuse and Bullying section especially helpful xxx

JaimeIsBroken · 11-09-2011, 06:17 PM

Thank you.
I will check out that section.

damagedsurvivor · 11-09-2011, 07:32 PM

Hey sweetie, I just joined here for support and to help others. I'm mostly on here because I'm in recovery for my ED but I have also been where you are now. It too happened to me at 16. Please feel free to come talk to me and remember you are not alone and you are a survivor!

JaimeIsBroken · 11-09-2011, 07:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by richshine

Hey sweetie, I just joined here for support and to help others. I'm mostly on here because I'm in recovery for my ED but I have also been where you are now. It too happened to me at 16. Please feel free to come talk to me and remember you are not alone and you are a survivor!

Hi,
I'm sorry you have been here. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. What's ED, I'm sorry I just haven't been around these type of forums before last night.

I will try to remember.

damagedsurvivor · 11-09-2011, 07:54 PM

I know the feeling. I don't wish it on anyone either. It's the most degrading thing that could ever happen to someone. Even though it's been 20 years I can still remember every detail. No need to be sorry I'm new to this kind too. ED is eating disorder. I'm in recovery for anorexia.

Good! Try to say this every day if you can. I am a survivor not a victim, I will never give up and I won't let him win!

dontwantyoutoknow · 11-09-2011, 08:40 PM

Hi Jaime,

Just wanted to say that you are absolutely in the right place here.

As for not knowing the abbreviations used, don't worry - you'll get used to them soon. Here's the RYL glossary http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/faq.php?faq=glossary and if you ever want to ask anything, my inbox is always open for you.

My name's MJ; female; age 21; been here since 2008, but with this account since 2009.

JaimeIsBroken · 11-09-2011, 11:11 PM

Thanks for all of your responses. I guess further discussion from me will take place in the abuse forum.

Cazki · 12-09-2011, 12:49 AM

Heya welcome to ryl. I hope you get the support you need. Here is the guide to ryl http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...play.php?f=105

This is the big welcome to ryl thread http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...d.php?t=151469

If you need anything please feel free to get in touch.

Take care best wishes Ian