How are you? not great.. just lonely
What is the youngest age you can remember back to? I'm not sure.. but there was a claymation moose.. 3?
Who are the last three people you've spoken to? Tracie, Tatyana, Sammy
Where are you going to be three hours from now? Here probably.. or watching finding nemo in bed
What job would you NEVER take, even as a last resort? anying involving nudity, food, cleaning or toilets.. though might live with food or cleaning if I haddd to
If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it on your own? maybe.. probably not
If someone looked in your closet, how would they judge your style? random
Did you get a good sleep last night? no
What is the weather like outside? dark, rainy, blah
If someone makes a spelling or grammar mistake, do you ignore or correct? ignore unless they're asking
What is the most overrated thing in the world? thin
Have you heard any completely untrue rumours about yourself lately? nope
What is one word to describe your room? full
If you found a wallet filled with cash on the street, what would you do with it? try and find the owner first.
What grades do/did you usually get in school? usually i get 90s... lately I'm averaging 70
What is the worst lie you’ve told and gotten away with? that I quit SI-ing
Do your parents try to plan out your future for you? my mum is pretty good about it.. my grandparents are like that though..
Do you think that surveys are a huge waste of time? not when they distract/keep me safe
Are you wearing a hoodie today? no
How many songs do you have on your music player? 322
What is one thing you’d change about yourself? size..
What is something your parents are always nagging you about? mum likes her dishes done
What is the last thing you laughed about? reading funny email convos online
What is the last thing you've cried about? happy tears for people getting help
How are you?Confused, alone, a bit hurt. What is the youngest age you can remember back to? Being about 2 and a half or 3, sitting in a buggy outside the post office, waiting for my Mum (I’m guessing back then it was okay to leave your kids outside a shop.) Who are the last three people you've spoken to?My flatmate, a woman in a shop and an annoying guy at the station. Where are you going to be three hours from now?Right here, in bed. Hopefully asleep. What job would you NEVER take, even as a last resort? Anything involving kids. If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it on your own?No. If someone looked in your closet, how would they judge your style?Boring and deeply unstylish. Did you get a good sleep last night?Not really but better than previous nights. What is the weather like outside?Dark so I don’t know. But not raining. If someone makes a spelling or grammar mistake, do you ignore or correct? At work I correct (cos it’s my job.) Outside work, I bite my lip and often suffer internal haemorrhaging from suppressing my desire to correct. What is the most overrated thing in the world?Stonehenge. Have you heard any completely untrue rumours about yourself lately?No. What is one word to describe your room?Chaotic. If you found a wallet filled with cash on the street, what would you do with it? Look inside to find photo ID. See if I could see that person around. If not, keep it. What grades do/did you usually get in school? Just average. What is the worst lie you’ve told and gotten away with? I don’t want to elaborate. It was related to drug use in my late teens. Do your parents try to plan out your future for you? No but they like to know that I have a plan, even if it’s only a vague one. Do you think that surveys are a huge waste of time?They serve a purpose. Are you wearing a hoodie today?No. How many songs do you have on your music player?10,612 What is one thing you’d change about yourself?Almost everything about my physical appearance. What is something your parents are always nagging you about?Nothing, I don’t live with them. What is the last thing you laughed about?Just a stupid picture. What is the last thing you've cried about?Something that came out in my last counselling session.
Каждому, каждому в лучшее верится,
Катится, катится голубой вагон!
How are you? ANGRY
What is the youngest age you can remember back to? BOUT 5
Who are the last three people you've spoken to? AMI, CAROL &ALAN
Where are you going to be three hours from now? HERE AND FACEBOOK
What job would you NEVER take, even as a last resort?A FAST FOOD PALCE
If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it on your own? YES PROBABLY
If someone looked in your closet, how would they judge your style? RANDOM
Did you get a good sleep last night? NO
What is the weather like outside? DARK AND HOT
If someone makes a spelling or grammar mistake, do you ignore or correct? IGNORE
What is the most overrated thing in the world? HUMANS
Have you heard any completely untrue rumours about yourself lately? NO
What is one word to describe your room? TINY
If you found a wallet filled with cash on the street, what would you do with it? TAKE IT TO THE POLICE STATION
What grades do/did you usually get in school? LAME ONES
What is the worst lie you’ve told and gotten away with? WHO KNOWS
Do your parents try to plan out your future for you? NO
Do you think that surveys are a huge waste of time? NO
Are you wearing a hoodie today? No
How many songs do you have on your music player? 435
What is one thing you’d change about yourself? SIZE
What is something your parents are always nagging you about? GETTING A JOB
What is the last thing you laughed about? MY SISTERS BF WALKING ON THE GRASS GETTING WET FEET COZ MUM HAD JUST WATERED THE GARDEN
What is the last thing you've cried about? MANY THINGS[/color]
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted
When you dont want to feel, death seems like a dream. ~ Girl Interrupted
What is the youngest age you can remember back to?
Sitting on the top of the stairs with my brother listening to my parents screaming at each other again and plates smashing. Not sure how old I was though.
Who are the last three people you've spoken to?
People at the BBQ last night.
Where are you going to be three hours from now?
Probably here doing something more productive.
What job would you NEVER take, even as a last resort?
Another soul destroying office job.
If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it on your own?
Depends what was broken.
If someone looked in your closet, how would they judge your style?
My ‘closet’ is empty as everything is in the wash… so I’d say nudist?
Did you get a good sleep last night?
I guess.
What is the weather like outside?
Really sunny.
If someone makes a spelling or grammar mistake, do you ignore or correct?
Depends.
What is the most overrated thing in the world?
So many things. Have you heard any completely untrue rumours about yourself lately?
Lately no.
What is one word to describe your room?
Dull.
If you found a wallet filled with cash on the street, what would you do with it?
Look inside to find photo ID.
What grades do/did you usually get in school?
Average.
What is the worst lie you’ve told and gotten away with?
I don’t know.
Do your parents try to plan out your future for you?
They used to, well my mother did.
Do you think that surveys are a huge waste of time?
Yes, but sometimes I need to waste time.
Are you wearing a hoodie today?
No.
How many songs do you have on your music player?
Can’t be bothered to check.
What is one thing you’d change about yourself?
I don’t know.
What is something your parents are always nagging you about?
I don’t live with them so they can’t nag, though when they do it’s generally about money.
What is the last thing you laughed about?
Stuff last night.
What is the last thing you've cried about?
The crappy situation me and my girlfriend find ourselves in at the moment.
“Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, I will try again tomorrow.” - Mary Anna Radmacher
What is the youngest age you can remember back to? Months old, not even a year old yet. Seriously.
Who are the last three people you've spoken to? I'm not naming names.
What job would you NEVER take, even as a last resort? Anything involving animals being mistreated or that contributes to animal abuse or consumption.
If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it on your own? Possibly.
If someone looked in your closet, how would they judge your style? Sort of grungy, punk-ish, tomboy-ish, rowdy...rockstar-like. :/
Did you get a good sleep last night? I guess. I wanted to sleep more.
What is the weather like outside? Very hot.
If someone makes a spelling or grammar mistake, do you ignore or correct? I have a problem with this, I feel an impulse to correct them...but have been fighting it as of late.
What is the most overrated thing in the world? I don't know...love?
Have you heard any completely untrue rumours about yourself lately? Haven't heard any but I'm sure some are floating about...it's amusing at most.
What is one word to describe your room? Stuffed?
If you found a wallet filled with cash on the street, what would you do with it? If there's nobody there and there aren't any id cards inside I'd keep it. if there are id's inside I'd call or contact the owner and give it back.
What grades do/did you usually get in school? A's mostly.
What is the worst lie you’ve told and gotten away with? When my frieds and me went to a protest against the privatization of a government company in which my friend's mum worked...I was 13 and there was a riot and my mum though we were at the skate park while we were running from the cops. Some of our mothers saw us marching and singing protest songs on the tele. It was the most fun I had that year...although back then I was angry at what was going on, I can't say I didn't enjoy the adrenaline of being chased by baton-wielding riot police. People were severely hurt that day though, by police.
Do your parents try to plan out your future for you? Never, ever.
Do you think that surveys are a huge waste of time? Usually but it's about 3 am and there's nothing to do.
Are you wearing a hoodie today? No.
How many songs do you have on your music player? I don;t know, many.
What is one thing you’d change about yourself? Boobs, I wish they were smaller.
What is something your parents are always nagging you about? They don't. I rarely even see them.
What is the last thing you laughed about? A joke.
What is the last thing you've cried about? A conversation yesterday.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
What is the youngest age you can remember back to?
I don't know...
Who are the last three people you've spoken to?
A bus driver, my Psychology tutor and a friend.
Where are you going to be three hours from now?
Probably here.
What job would you NEVER take, even as a last resort?
Never say never.
If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it on your own?
Almost certainly not.
If someone looked in your closet, how would they judge your style?
*shrug* Depends on their taste.
Did you get a good sleep last night?
No.
What is the weather like outside?
Sunny.
If someone makes a spelling or grammar mistake, do you ignore or correct?
Usually correct I'm irritating like that.
What is the most overrated thing in the world?
Various things. Fashion labels for one.
Have you heard any completely untrue rumours about yourself lately?
Don't think so.
What is one word to describe your room?
Pink.
If you found a wallet filled with cash on the street, what would you do with it?
Hand it in (but possibly take a little thank you money for myself ;-p) Nah I'd probably just hand it in
What grades do/did you usually get in school?
Varies from As to Ds generally.
What is the worst lie you’ve told and gotten away with?
*shrug*
Do your parents try to plan out your future for you?
Not really.
Do you think that surveys are a huge waste of time?
They serve a good distraction/boredom relieving purpose.
Are you wearing a hoodie today?
No.
How many songs do you have on your music player?
*shrug*
What is one thing you’d change about yourself?
My appearance.
What is something your parents are always nagging you about?
They don't nag much, but I guess my room?
What is the last thing you laughed about?
I'm not sure.
What is the last thing you've cried about?
Stuff.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
How are you? Not too bad.
What is the youngest age you can remember back to? 3, walking to the village shop with my daddy :)
Who are the last three people you've spoken to? Anne-Marie, partner, dad.
Where are you going to be three hours from now? Hopefully on a walk in the park.
What job would you NEVER take, even as a last resort? Anything dirty, like working at a sewerage plant.
If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it on your own? No way; that's an Alex job.
If someone looked in your closet, how would they judge your style? Pretty dresses but boring jeans; casual.
Did you get a good sleep last night? It was okay, thanks to more medication.
What is the weather like outside? Sunny but breezy.
If someone makes a spelling or grammar mistake, do you ignore or correct? Depends on how many, I refuse to read completely disjointed English.
What is the most overrated thing in the world?
Have you heard any completely untrue rumours about yourself lately? No.
What is one word to describe your room? Tidy.
If you found a wallet filled with cash on the street, what would you do with it? Look inside to find photo ID. See if I could see that person around if not hand it in. If not and it was just a cash purse, keep it.
What grades do/did you usually get in school? A*-B.
What is the worst lie you’ve told and gotten away with? I cannot remember.
Do your parents try to plan out your future for you? They used to, now they realise they cant because I don't want their misguided aims placed upon me.
Do you think that surveys are a huge waste of time? Depends if they're providing accurate information that I am interested in.
Are you wearing a hoodie today? Yes, actually I am!
How many songs do you have on your music player? Thousands.
What is one thing you’d change about yourself? Almost everything about my physical appearance, and a good proportion of what is inside too.
What is something your parents are always nagging you about? I don’t live with them thank god!
What is the last thing you laughed about? My cat chasing a bee.
What is the last thing you've cried about? Last night/anxious about a meeting.
How are you? fed up
What is the youngest age you can remember back to? I think it was about 5 when my brother was born
Who are the last three people you've spoken to? Keith, Fred, Kerry
Where are you going to be three hours from now? Prob sat here with a glass of wine
What job would you NEVER take, even as a last resort? mental health worker - too close to home
If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it on your own? no way
If someone looked in your closet, how would they judge your style? probably boring
Did you get a good sleep last night? no
What is the weather like outside? sunny and mild
If someone makes a spelling or grammar mistake, do you ignore or correct? ignore out of politeness but be so itching to correct them
What is the most overrated thing in the world? government
Have you heard any completely untrue rumours about yourself lately? nope
What is one word to describe your room? organised
If you found a wallet filled with cash on the street, what would you do with it? take it to police station
What grades do/did you usually get in school? B-E's and now Passes with the Open Uni
What is the worst lie you’ve told and gotten away with? That I didnt need to pay for my prescription when in fact I did as my certificate had run out 2 weeks prior
Do your parents try to plan out your future for you? my parents have diswoned me so dont have a say over anything to do with me - plus I am 32 so bit old for them to lay down the law
Do you think that surveys are a huge waste of time?depends what it is
Are you wearing a hoodie today? no
How many songs do you have on your music player? dont have one
What is one thing you’d change about yourself? my arms
What is something your parents are always nagging you about? as above - dont have anything to do with them.
What is the last thing you laughed about? reading fa facebook status
What is the last thing you've cried about? absolutely nothing - so emotional it doesnt actually take anything to cry
What is the youngest age you can remember back to?
Hmmm... not real sure. I remember a lot about kindergarden, a bit from preschool, then vague memories from before that,
Who are the last three people you've spoken to?
My dad, mother, Owen
Where are you going to be three hours from now?
Where I am now.
What job would you NEVER take, even as a last resort?
I'd have to think about that...
If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it on your own?
I doubt it.
If someone looked in your closet, how would they judge your style?
Lots of dark colors
Did you get a good sleep last night?
Yeah
What is the weather like outside?
It's night now, but it was nice outside earlier.
If someone makes a spelling or grammar mistake, do you ignore or correct?
I don't normally correct other peoples' mistakes like that, though it does bug me.
What is the most overrated thing in the world?
Celebrities
Have you heard any completely untrue rumours about yourself lately?
Not really
What is one word to describe your room?
Weird
If you found a wallet filled with cash on the street, what would you do with it?
Look for an ID/try to find out who it belongs to. Turn it in.
What grades do/did you usually get in school?
Pretty good. A's and B's.
What is the worst lie you’ve told and gotten away with?
Bleh, having to do with SI/ED stuff...
Do your parents try to plan out your future for you?
My mother does. My dad doesn't care.
Do you think that surveys are a huge waste of time?
Depends
Are you wearing a hoodie today?
I was earlier.
How many songs do you have on your music player?
A lot...
What is one thing you’d change about yourself?
My judgment/perceptions.
What is something your parents are always nagging you about?
SI stuff mostly. Then my mother pretty much nagged me about everything when I lived with her.
What is the last thing you laughed about?
Something my dad said.
What is the last thing you've cried about?
Had a rough day and a long night.
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
I'm irritating like that.
