i wanna be done no more tears

[lifeisascreamer79]

i miss my mom she hasnt been gone for a year but it feels like forever and at the same time like i jsut saw her. im done i jsut want out does anyone hear me it feels like im stuck here. I have noone left i want feel alive again that means doing whatever i can and the only way i feel alive anymore is if i bleed. omg somebody help me

[xxhappydaysxx]

Im so sorry you lost your mum. Under a year is such early days, try and take one day at a time and dont pressure yourself too much.

Can you make a memory book/box of things that remind you of your Mum? Then you can maybe look through it during bad times to remember the good times?

hope you are ok xx

[PassedExpectations]

how are you doing? other people are probably missing her as well, do you think that you could talk to them and get through it together. and they may have positive memories to share about her that maybe you didn't know already.

as painful as it is, i doubt that your mom would want you feeling this badly and hurting yourself. for her memory, can you try and resist?

there are other ways to feel alive... one for me is going on swings. don't know why, but it works for me. it doesn't have to be something that other people would think of...

[raspberryjelly]

sorry you lost your mum, like happydays said its still early days
things will get better although it may not seem like it at the moment
i have a box of things like photos and thing that i got left from when my nans died and that helps me when i miss them
*hugs*
xx

[tortoise]

loosing you mum is one of the hardest things to go through and its still so soon after, you are bound to still be struggling with it!
remember its fine to be upset, and your entitled to miss her and be hurt and angry and devestated, but also try to remember she loved you, she wouldnt want you to hurt yourself, shed want you to try to remember the good times and be happy/
this is gonna sound mad but have you tried talking to her? just talk outloud the things you would say if she was around, shes still in your heart and she can still help you.
it might be worth talking to your gp, they could help you find greif councelling or just give you a chance to let your feelings out.
sending you hugs xxxx

[lifeisascreamer79]

i've been really angry lately i feel stupid saying its unfair like i hate talking about it to anyone i dont want to sound childish saying i miss my mom. i don't have many pictures of her and going through her things was the hardest thing i've ever done. i just wanna see her again some days feel like we should be hanging out but then i realize shes not there and her things are mine... and her room is the only thing that isnt the same . i dont know if any of this is important but it hurts more then anything thats why bleeding doesnt hurt so much. i have nothing left

[lifeisascreamer79]

i feel really low its almost the month anniversary ...............fucing hate life