"Do you feel cold and lost in desperation/You build up hope but failure's all you've known/
Remember all the sadness and frustration/And let it go/Let it go"
-Linkin Park, Iridescent
And this is not my fault either.
There's nothing wrong with me.
I am not flawed.
I deserve better...
I shouldn't be treated this way...
I didn't do anything wrong.
This is NOT. my. fault. </3
I'm struggling, feeling like the rape was my fault because I talked to him and had a cigarette off him, and he walked me home. I didn't realise the walk home entailed rape, I really didn't want to have sex with him, I fought and cried, but I still feel to blame, because I let him walk me home.
I hope I'm not to blame, but it wouldn't surprise me if I was.
I'm struggling, feeling like the rape was my fault because I talked to him and had a cigarette off him, and he walked me home. I didn't realise the walk home entailed rape, I really didn't want to have sex with him, I fought and cried, but I still feel to blame, because I let him walk me home.
I hope I'm not to blame, but it wouldn't surprise me if I was.
It's not your fault. Rape would never be your fault, no matter how or when it occurred nor what the scenario/situation was.
*huugs* You're definitely not to blame.
It's not my fault. It was not my fault. It could not have even been my fault under any circumstance.
He was just a total jerk with major problems.
...wait, now which one am I talking about again? Him or the other one? This happens every. single. time. I do this. \: I get confused as to who I'm actually talking about.
If only I could just BELIEVE it, then I wouldn't have to worry about which one I was talking about!
Sometimes the best way to hold onto something is to let it go. - Anon
"Do you feel cold and lost in desperation/You build up hope but failure's all you've known/
Remember all the sadness and frustration/And let it go/Let it go"
-Linkin Park, Iridescent
demons (sorry cant remember name) that not your fault. at all. he had no right to do anything without your clear permission, which you didnt give. quite the opposite.
not my fault. not my fault? *settles for this* the boy touching me not my fault
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
can't say it today... need to but cant,it was my fault i didnt fight enough, i must of given him a sign. he said he'd waited a long time to "do me" its all my fault
"Do you feel cold and lost in desperation/You build up hope but failure's all you've known/
Remember all the sadness and frustration/And let it go/Let it go"
-Linkin Park, Iridescent
Your responses really make a difference.
