2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
hopefully not.
3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
Winter break and my birthday.
4. Who was the last person you called?
Sowmya
5. Who was the last person to call you?
Sowmya...
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
text, I guess. 90% of the time I hate phone conversations. It's so much harder to leave when you don't wanna talk.
8. What were you doing at 12 a.m last night?
Having a nightmare.
9. Parents seperated/divorced/married?
Divorced.
10. When is the last time you saw your best friend?
Six hours ago.
11. What happened at 1 p.m today?
I was in the bathroom watching my friend attempt to put eyeliner on another friend.
13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
Three or four, I think.
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Socks.
15. Are you a social person?
Sometimes.
16. What was the last movie you saw in theatre?
It's been so long that I can't remember.
17. Favorite ice cream?
French Vanilla
18. What is your favorite drink?
Horchata
19. What is your favorite TV show?
Project Runway
20. Where do you work?
No where.
21. Do you like coffee?
yes.
22. How many glasses of water do you drink during the day?
Probably around four. Which is why I'm always thirsty.
27. Do you like to cuddle?
yes.
28. What are you reading right now? Animal Farm.
29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
home.
32. Would you ever get your nipples pierced?..
Haha. No.
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
Yep.
34. Best event(s) that happened this year to you?
I remember feeling really high one day, but I don't remember why. (I wasn't actually on drugs, BTW.)
35. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I have no clue.
36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
Nope.
37. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Clothes, earrings, and music.
38.Do you wear any jewelery 24/7?
Yeah, earrings. Really awesome funky ones, which is why a lot of people always look at my ears to check which ones I'm wearing.
39. Do you speak any other language?
yes.
40. Can you roll your tongue?
Not really.
41. What car do you drive?
None.
42. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Sometimes.
43. What was the last thing you downloaded?
"No One" by Alicia Keys, since it was stuck in my head.
45. Can you use chopsticks?
Barely.
46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
Whitish...white.
47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
yes.
48. Your Best feature?
My ears. I'm totally serious. They're the only part of my body that I don't have a problem with.
49. What makes someone attractive to you?
Not ignorant, funny, caring, sweet, and maybe looks good.
50. Whats attractive about yourself?
My wonderful personality.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day
2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
I highly doubt it.
3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
Not one single thing.
4. Who was the last person you called?
Fred.
5. Who was the last person to call you?
Gaby.
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text.
8. What were you doing at 12 a.m last night?
Watching a distressing movie.
9. Parents seperated/divorced/married?
Divorced but living under the same roof.
10. When is the last time you saw your best friend?
A while ago, like a month ago.
11. What happened at 1 p.m today?
I was wide awake.
13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
Three.
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Socks.
15. Are you a social person?
I am.
16. What was the last movie you saw in theatre?
The mist.
17. Favorite ice cream?
Cookie dough.
18. What is your favorite drink?
Orange juice.
19. What is your favorite TV show?
Law and Order:svu and Dexter.
20. Where do you work?
Nowhere.
21. Do you like coffee?
No.
22. How many glasses of water do you drink during the day?
A lot.
27. Do you like to cuddle?
Indeed.
28. What are you reading right now?
"Look me in the eye" by John Elder Robison.
29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
Out.
32. Would you ever get your nipples pierced?..
I would, yeah.
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
Yes.
34. Best event(s) that happened this year to you?
I don't know...
35. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A kid.
36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
Nope.
37. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
I dunno...I really can't think right now.
38.Do you wear any jewelery 24/7?
Yes. Piercings, plugs, necklaces.
39. Do you speak any other language?
Español.
40. Can you roll your tongue?
Nope.
41. What car do you drive?
No car.
42. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yes.
43. What was the last thing you downloaded?
Something for my boy...The supersuckers.
45. Can you use chopsticks?
Nope...they're better for holding up your hair.
46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
Red and gray.
47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
Sometimes.
48. Your Best feature?
My eyes?
49. What makes someone attractive to you?
Hair, face, attitude, intelligence, sense of humor, style and heart.
50. Whats attractive about yourself?
I find not a thing...ok, yeah. My eyes maybe.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
photography **** being over, christmas being over
4. Who was the last person you called?
laila maybe
5. Who was the last person to call you?
laila or my mum
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
depends
8. What were you doing at 12 a.m last night?
jus got home from work
9. Parents seperated/divorced/married?
married.
10. When is the last time you saw your best friend?
like a month ago. :(
11. What happened at 1 p.m today?
ii dunno. i got up
13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
one
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare feet
15. Are you a social person?
sometimes
16. What was the last movie you saw in theatre?
um, Hallam Foe i think
17. Favorite ice cream?
i dunno.like...lemon stuff
18. What is your favorite drink?
dunno
19. What is your favorite TV show?
neighbours is like the only thing i watch now.
20. Where do you work?
brixton academy
21. Do you like coffee?
no
22. How many glasses of water do you drink during the day?
not many
27. Do you like to cuddle?
yes.
28. What are you reading right now?
ha, adrian mole
29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
home.
32. Would you ever get your nipples pierced?..
no
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
no
34. Best event(s) that happened this year to you?
a few things
35. What do you want to be when you grow up?
i dunno.nothing
36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
like...a manual car? yes
37. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
i dunno. sadly most of it goes on alcohol & cigarettes.
38.Do you wear any jewelery 24/7?
yes. i feel naked without my bracelets. & ive been wearing my necklace for months now. even though i originally only made it as part of a fancy dress outfit
39. Do you speak any other language?
no
40. Can you roll your tongue?
ye
41. What car do you drive?
sadly none
42. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
no
43. What was the last thing you downloaded?
cant rememberrr
45. Can you use chopsticks?
noooooo
46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
too horrible.
47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
no
48. Your Best feature?
dunnooo
49. What makes someone attractive to you?
different things
50. Whats attractive about yourself?
not a lot?
I roll over and hold on tightly, and whisper "If they want you, they're gonna have to fight me,"
And all you want is sleep/But all you get it pills
Join Date: Aug 2007
I am currently:
1. How old will you be in 12 months?
Twenty-one!!! Wahoo!
2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
Not sure. Anything's possible.
3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
Starting school after missing summer and fall semesters. And also getting better mentally.
4. Who was the last person you called?
Nyal.
5. Who was the last person to call you?
Momma.
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
Well, really depends on what I'm doing. I prefer calling, moreso.
8. What were you doing at 12 a.m last night?
Talking on the phone before passing out :3
9. Parents seperated/divorced/married?
Married.
10. When is the last time you saw your best friend?
Yesterday.
11. What happened at 1 p.m today?
Not 1pm yet.
13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
Four.
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Depends.
15. Are you a social person?
At some points.
16. What was the last movie you saw in theatre?
To be completely honest, it was so long ago I can no longer remember. I'd like to see a movie soon though.
17. Favorite ice cream?
Strawberry ice cream with rainbow sprinkles mixed into it.
18. What is your favorite drink?
Cream soda. Water. Root beer.
19. What is your favorite TV show?
House, MD.
20. Where do you work?
Applying to Victoria's Secret, hahahaha. After that, I may just volunteer somewhere.
21. Do you like coffee?
Gotta be in the mood.
22. How many glasses of water do you drink during the day?
Around 12 or so. Lots of water for the Lithium.
27. Do you like to cuddle?
Mhm.
28. What are you reading right now? American Gods by Neil Gaiman. Read it before, but I really dig it.
29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
I guess out, but more so that my parents bring food home for me.
32. Would you ever get your nipples pierced?..
Been there, done that. Hated it too, therefore they are going.
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
Only a couple times.
34. Best event(s) that happened this year to you?
My boyfriend becoming my fiance. Going to the hospital. Feeling better.
35. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Psychiatrist.
36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
Yes, but not preferrable.
37. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
I don't know. Honestly, whatever I need at the moment is much more important to me.
38.Do you wear any jewelery 24/7?
Yep.
39. Do you speak any other language?
Yep.
40. Can you roll your tongue?
No.
41. What car do you drive?
'06 Toyota Tacoma.
42. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yes.
43. What was the last thing you downloaded?
An update for Firefox, I belive.
45. Can you use chopsticks?
Yes'm. They're fun.
46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
Old lighthouse wallpaper from a long time ago.
47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
Sometimes.
48. Your Best feature?
I'm really not quite sure myself. I mean, come on...I hate my elbows. Not much left to like.
49. What makes someone attractive to you?
Humor [has to match mine], intelligence, admiration, honest, motivated, same taste in music and movies as me, open-minded, loyal. Has to be hot too :D
50. Whats attractive about yourself?
My hair, because my hair can be fixed and nothing else can, haha.
3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
More classes, Billy moving either up here or elsewhere, a better job
4. Who was the last person you called?
Terray
5. Who was the last person to call you?
Um. Amethyst
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
I prefer to text first to make sure they're not busy.
8. What were you doing at 12 a.m last night?
Sleeping soundly.
9. Parents seperated/divorced/married?
married.
10. When is the last time you saw your best friend?
One of them it's been over 3 months. The other it's been about 2 weeks.
11. What happened at 1 p.m today?
1 pm? I think I was on RYL
13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
Oh balls are you serious?! Over 8.
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare feet. It's a shame they won't let me run around barefoot at work.
15. Are you a social person?
yes.
16. What was the last movie you saw in theatre?
It's been so long that I'm not sure. It may have been Ratatouille or it was Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End.
17. Favorite ice cream?
I really don't get into ice cream too much. Cherry Garcia is heaven though!
18. What is your favorite drink?
Mountain Dew!
19. What is your favorite TV show?
House!
20. Where do you work?
Adelphi.
21. Do you like coffee?
It's ok.
22. How many glasses of water do you drink during the day?
Not many if any.
27. Do you like to cuddle?
Yes, very much so.
28. What are you reading right now?
"The Idiot"
29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
Home.
32. Would you ever get your nipples pierced?..
yes.
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
No.
34. Best event(s) that happened this year to you?
Moving up to my new home and starting school.
35. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I think maybe a high school english teacher.
36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
Yep and I know you can't drive a stick shift and talk on the cell at the same time
37. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Shoes.
38.Do you wear any jewelery 24/7?
No.
39. Do you speak any other language?
No.
40. Can you roll your tongue?
Yes
41. What car do you drive?
I don't.
42. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
No, I sleep with live animals.
43. What was the last thing you downloaded?
I think it was "Sexy Love" By: Neyo
45. Can you use chopsticks?
Yes.
46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
White
47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
No.
48. Your Best feature?
My friend Leah loves my butt. I think my best feature is my shoulders though.
49. What makes someone attractive to you?
Intelligence, sense of humor, still knowing they have an inner child, caring, honesty and sincerity.
50. Whats attractive about yourself?
Um...didn't you just ask this? Personality wise it's that I have a good heart and I will always tell you the truth. Physically, my shoulders and eyes.
3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
hmm... don't what i most look forward to, but, i'm excited to start reading dante's inferno for english
4. Who was the last person you called?
april
5. Who was the last person to call you?
mother
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
don't text, so i guess call
8. What were you doing at 12 a.m last night?
giving my cat some water
9. Parents seperated/divorced/married?
married, but that won't last for much longer
10. When is the last time you saw your best friend?
a few years ago :(
11. What happened at 1 p.m today?
i was dogsitting
13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
too many to count... at least 9
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
socks or shoes
15. Are you a social person?
nope
16. What was the last movie you saw in theatre?
dont remember
17. Favorite ice cream?
mint
18. What is your favorite drink?
soda probably
19. What is your favorite TV show?
survivor
20. Where do you work?
i volunteer... does that count?
21. Do you like coffee?
no, but i love the smell
22. How many glasses of water do you drink during the day?
depends
27. Do you like to cuddle?
no... dont like to be touched :/
28. What are you reading right now?
dante's inferno
29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
home
32. Would you ever get your nipples pierced?..
nooo
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
not yet
34. Best event(s) that happened this year to you?
not being sent back to the hospital?
35. What do you want to be when you grow up?
missionary and abolitionist
36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
cant drive yet
37. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
don't spend too much money...
38.Do you wear any jewelery 24/7?
nope
39. Do you speak any other language?
learning spanish
40. Can you roll your tongue?
yup
41. What car do you drive?
none yet
42. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
nope
43. What was the last thing you downloaded?
pictures
45. Can you use chopsticks?
not at all
46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
white
47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
yup
48. Your Best feature?
:/
49. What makes someone attractive to you?
the ability to understand and not judge
50. Whats attractive about yourself?
*sighs*
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
Going to Poland/Germany, going to see Blood Brothers and Priscilla again with Anna, and going to see John Barrowman in October
4. Who was the last person you called?
Bon
5. Who was the last person to call you?
my mum
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text
8. What were you doing at 12 a.m last night?
Dreaming a ****ing weird dream
9. Parents seperated/divorced/married?
married.
10. When is the last time you saw your best friend?
May
11. What happened at 1 p.m today?
It hasn't got to 1pm but 1pm yesterday I was having lunch with my parents and my boss, his son and my colleague.
13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
2
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
shoes.
15. Are you a social person?
Sometimes
16. What was the last movie you saw in theatre?
Cars 2
17. Favorite ice cream?
Hagen Daz belgian chocolate, ben and jerrys chocolate brownie, soft scoop raspberrry ripple chocolate or neopolitan.
18. What is your favorite drink?
Coke, Gin and Tonic
19. What is your favorite TV show?
Erm.. too many to decide; Gilmore Girls, CSI Las Vegas, The Royal, Most Haunted, Doc Martin, American Dad, Family Guy, Grey's Anatomy, South Park
20. Where do you work?
EmptyCartridge Recycling Ltd
21. Do you like coffee?
No
22. How many glasses of water do you drink during the day?
one or two
27. Do you like to cuddle?
yes.
28. What are you reading right now?
The Lovely Bones again
29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
home.
32. Would you ever get your nipples pierced?..
No
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
Twice I think
34. Best event(s) that happened this year to you?
I met Amy Robbins and Robert Daws, I got a dog.
35. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A nurse but it will never happen
36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
nope
37. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Charity shop stuff, DVDs, CDs
38.Do you wear any jewelery 24/7?
Yes earrings
39. Do you speak any other language?
nope
40. Can you roll your tongue?
Yar.
41. What car do you drive?
none
42. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
yes - 2
43. What was the last thing you downloaded?
The priscilla queen of the desert soundtrack
45. Can you use chopsticks?
To a certain extent
46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
Pale magnolia
47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
Sometimes
48. Your Best feature?
It used to be my hair but I spose my eyes... and my sense of humour
49. What makes someone attractive to you?
If they are romantic, protective and caring
50. Whats attractive about yourself?
My eyes
"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
[not reading any books at the moment]
After every storm, there is always a rainbow!
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