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21-06-2011, 05:47 AM
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onelittletrouper
Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: sa australia
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To everyone,this is my story
hello i am a 14 year old girl.this is my story
it all started between december31st2010 i started cutting myself i had no other way to cope i didnt have anyone to talk to stuck at home inside all the time.
i started writing poems writing songs anything i could do to take my mind off things then i started making it a daily routing every night id watch the exact same show while i let the blade slip accross my arms and my wrists i do that until i think i had satisfied my mind then i would to the same thing the next night and the night after and after and so on i started freaking out when i seen the white bubbley stuff that i now know is fatty tissue but i freaked out then becasuse i didnt know what it was.
i kept cutting myself and then it was the 21st of janurary2011 i ran away from home and i cut my arm and i just kep cutting when i got so far in my arm i couldnt feel it i had blood rushing out of my arm(near my wrist) and i walked down the street blood running down my arm dripping off my hand like water gushing out of a running tap i walked past people they didnt car i got onto the train went to a park and cut myself some more and more and more a person took me to the police station and they called the ambulance they finally arrived and i was taken to the hospital .
the hospital was so scary i was all by self my parents had no idea where i was what i did to my arm they knew nothing and they wouldnt of if they didnt go to the police station to report me missing i was at the hospital for a little while waiting for the doctor he finally came and gave me the numbing need and then 3 stitches in my arm.
and now im here on the 21st of june 2011 and i have heaps and heaps of nasty horrible raised scars that are more than noticeable...
i am so thankful for this website becasue i do not feel so alone lost in my scars:)
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I never thought depression was accually this hard , but look at me now I'm slowly getting happy 
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23-06-2011, 05:19 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2009
Location: Northern Ireland
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hugs tight im glad that you have found this site and that it is able to help you and that you find that you arent alone, have you any help or anyone to talk to about what is going on right now
lots of hugs catherine
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23-06-2011, 09:48 PM
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90's B*tch
Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Hyrule
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im glad you have found this site. there are loads of lovely helpful people here.
if you ever need to talk pm me and i will reply as soon as i can.
*hugs*
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I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Who else is fine?!?!?
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