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Mum24 · 13-06-2011, 12:19 AM

I don't know Libz. I'm feeling depressed. I want to cry. I'm a failure I think. :(:(

offlineforever · 13-06-2011, 12:21 AM

*walks into thread* I have a plan, and i know when i am going to do it.

Frail Existence · 13-06-2011, 01:21 AM

Mum24... You arent a failure, have never been a failure, and will never be a failure. Ok to cry. its good tto cry*offers you hug and a shoulder* Found a Job at all or anything? Can pm me if you ever want or need.

Thats goes for everyone as well.

Ytak... Please dont! Find someone to talk to please. Tell someone if nobody knows and if somebody does, please talk to them.

offlineforever · 13-06-2011, 02:34 AM

No one knows, everyone thinks i'm fine.

Mum24 · 13-06-2011, 10:26 PM

No job. I'm really discouraged.

Ytak please let someone know you're not fine. Make them understand with your words. Hugs

IloveCelticWoman · 13-06-2011, 11:02 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mum24

Ilovecelticwoman... If you don't have a doctor, maybe try a walk in clinic or a hospital. That's what I would do... What do you think?

Maybe...

Feeling really sad, and like I don't deserve to be here... I don't deserve happiness, I don't deserve love, I don't deserve anything good..

Mum24 · 14-06-2011, 12:34 AM

That's just your depression talking sweetie. You need to seek support so you can get better. Go find a doctor. My church has also really helped me. Actually... Just having a relationship with God and knowing I have a purpose has helped me. Do you have any support that way hun?

Frail Existence · 14-06-2011, 12:40 AM

How are you doing today Mim24? No need to feel discouraged. Lors of others are trying to find and get a job as well.

IloveCelticWoman · 14-06-2011, 01:06 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mum24

That's just your depression talking sweetie. You need to seek support so you can get better. Go find a doctor. My church has also really helped me. Actually... Just having a relationship with God and knowing I have a purpose has helped me. Do you have any support that way hun?

I don't know if I believe in God...

I want to get help, but I don't know what to say...

Mum24 · 14-06-2011, 03:17 AM

He believes in you sweetie, and so do I. Please get help.

All you have to say is that you're depressed, or whatever the truth is. Why don't you write a simple note and give it to someone? You could write it on here and we'll help you with it if you want. Or you could pm me if you prefer! Hugs. Please try.

Mum24 · 14-06-2011, 03:21 AM

Libz I'm okay I guess. It's hard. I'm stressed. I need to seriously learn how to relax. I keep clenching my teeth and it hurts. Good thing I don't bite my nails. I wouldn't have any fingers left. I have anxiety meds the dr prescribed and I probably should have taken them today but I am afraid to. Lol. Ahh.

EmilyTHEgreat · 14-06-2011, 04:57 AM

i feel as if im looking for the feeling of hope and happiness that will never appear filled with anger hate and saddness i do not know how much i can live on

shadowedsoul · 14-06-2011, 12:49 PM

Urgh I feel so suicidal. I really want to just give up. Screw everything

Mum24 · 14-06-2011, 07:11 PM

EmI and Shadowedsoul. Don't give up hope. Don't let go. We care. Hugs.

shadowedsoul · 14-06-2011, 09:42 PM

Fuck this is killing me, are u that blind that u can't see how
Much this is tearing me apart. How much this killing me. Fuck
Just want this to end now, no fight left

BridgesAndBalloons · 14-06-2011, 10:27 PM

I fail to see the point in carrying on if this is going to continue, it's been emotional disaster after emotional disaster for 17 years and I'm only 25. I don't want to live another year if it's been anything like the last 17.

I'm sorry there are so many people struggling, I feel so hypocritical for having the signature I have, it's bullsh*t.

Mum24 · 15-06-2011, 01:54 AM

Shadowedsoul (((((hug)))))

Demons to some. There's always hope for change. Please don't give up hope. Can you make some changes in your life? I have no idea what your life is like.... I know we struggle with different things. Can you reach out somewhere for support? Are you dealing with this hopelessness alone? Please don't go it alone. Hug

offlineforever · 15-06-2011, 04:31 AM

i'm just a bit fed up of fighting stuff i just dont want to think or feel anymore

offlineforever · 15-06-2011, 04:37 AM

I'll be fine, i can't go to hospital, mum and dad wont like it, they dont need the extra stress.

SavingGrace · 15-06-2011, 04:50 AM

I so wish I had a plan. I never thought I would feel this bad again. I was on the up. Now i'm at the bottom, still there is further for me to fall.
I will have one soon. I know it.