If you are feeling suicidal, post here... - Page 66

Frail Existence · 07-06-2011, 03:52 PM

Maybe today is the day :) That would be nice! Im alone and will be for the whole day now :) Maybe not post this?... Im still tired and a bit of a grouch and look like ****. Sorry.

Second thought... Maybe Im lying and making myself believe I am when I really am not... Umm... Maybe go with this choice! Im fine :)

Frail Existence · 07-06-2011, 03:59 PM

If not today, then when? Im fine with today! More then happy to do whatever :) Tracie says things that makes a lot more sense that gives this more reason :) Not saying you dont make sense though, you do.

Frail Existence · 07-06-2011, 04:12 PM

its gonna happen someday cause its all planned but its not exactly meant to be suicide but will end up dying from it cause of other unchangable circumstances and may be perceived as suicide. Not until my thirtiesish though. Cant do any of it now cause dont have enough money and part of it have to be 18 without permission unless done illegaly which I wont do!

I know its not her intentions. But as I think about it and re read some of the stuff, it gives me more reason (to end it). Not saying she gives bad advice or tells me bad things cause I love what she says.

Probly just gonna shut up now cause probly not making much sense. I know what I am tryingg to say though.

IloveCelticWoman · 07-06-2011, 08:04 PM

Maybe I should just kill myself...

Foxtrot Oscar · 07-06-2011, 08:08 PM

I'm very much struggling with these type thoughts today.

surviver15 · 07-06-2011, 08:58 PM

me too sax!

IloveCelticWoman · 07-06-2011, 09:00 PM

I'm struggling with these thoughts today as well...

Mum24 · 07-06-2011, 09:48 PM

I feel awful at the moment. Don't know how to cope. Hugs to everyone. Wish I could help!

shadowedsoul · 08-06-2011, 11:06 PM

Hmm really want to do this. Can't do this. Fuck

IloveCelticWoman · 09-06-2011, 04:21 AM

I don't know how much longer I can hold on...

Mum24 · 10-06-2011, 07:32 PM

Blackgong I can relate to that feeling but it's wrong. Your value is not in what you do but who you are. You are valuable because you are you, not because of what you do. You are special and it's important that you stay alive and healthy. Is there anyone you can talk to about how awful you are feeling? This is not fun. Hugs. You need support and understanding now.

Mum24 · 10-06-2011, 07:37 PM

Teardownoldwalls. I'm glad you didn't do it. Keep fighting.

Madfootballfan. How are you feeling now?

Shadowedsoul. Hugs. Please stay safe. You know I care.

ILoveCelticWoman. Do you have a doctor? Anyone to talk to? What support do you have during this difficult time?

Frail Existence · 10-06-2011, 10:50 PM

No you arent anna! Nows not the time. You can do it!

Frail Existence · 11-06-2011, 12:11 AM

whenever i said i dont care anymore you always asked me what if you said that. Please dont just stop like that. you can do it.

...Kai · 11-06-2011, 05:07 AM

Can't do it anymore, can't fight it, it's over. I dont deserve to be here

IloveCelticWoman · 12-06-2011, 01:31 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mum24

ILoveCelticWoman. Do you have a doctor? Anyone to talk to? What support do you have during this difficult time?

I don't have a doctor that I go to, nor do I have anyone to talk to... I don't know what support I have during this...

on edge · 12-06-2011, 02:32 PM

i give up, i cant do it no more. im sorry just cant.

Mum24 · 12-06-2011, 10:34 PM

Bambi and onedge. Hang on. You can do it. You have support here. Just take it a day at a time. We don't want anything to happen to you. If it gets to be too much, please go to the hospital or call a helpline. Hugs.

Ilovecelticwoman. Maybe you should visit your doctor and start the ball rolling by getting some support. They can help. Just tell them how you are feeling and they can get you Meds or someone to talk to or whatever you need. What do you think of this? Hugs

Mum24 · 12-06-2011, 10:35 PM

Ilovecelticwoman... If you don't have a doctor, maybe try a walk in clinic or a hospital. That's what I would do... What do you think?

Frail Existence · 12-06-2011, 10:39 PM

How are you doing mum24?
sorry havent been around on this thread much lately. do read and catch myself up on everything though. Hang in there everybody and please do try and get some help. You posted cause you want some to be there and help. Cant hurt to let someone help. *hugs all* and am only a pm way for anything <3 stay safe please lovelies.