It's all just...

24601 · 29-05-2011, 09:38 PM

I'm in so much emotional pain. I'm exhausted, physically and emotionally. I feel too much, I feel too little. I want to come off my meds but I want to take them all. I want it all to be over now, I don't want to live any more, I don't want to be here, I just don't want to be.

I know I'm new here and I don't deserve replies from you guys yet because I haven't been here long enough...but I needed to let it out. I'm not looking for advice really, I don't think I've managed to formulate a question in there...I'm sorry guys.

Hope you are all better than me today xXx

Tacey · 31-05-2011, 04:27 AM

Oh hai :)
I just have to say, before anything else, that I adore Peter Pan. Oodles and oodles, I do!
Just because you're new does not mean you deserve any less attention than anyone else on this site. And you don't have to be sorry at all, we're here to listen, to absolutely anything you have to say.
I'm sorry you're in a rough spot, but tomorrows a new day and you've got to trust that it's going to be a bit brighter. Life can be a hassle, but despite all the pain, life is a truly beautiful thing. We are surrounded by colours and wonderful smells and feelings. Sometimes there a bit hard to find, but know in your heart they're there.
I hope tomorrow is a better day, and I hope you're alright.
Take care
*offers huggles*
xxx

24601 · 31-05-2011, 05:41 PM

Thank you

I love it too, so much of it rings so true and it's written so beautifully. Plus J M Barrie had MH issues too so it's nice to know some good things can come out of feeling sh*t. Feeling a little bit better today, since deciding to try and get an emergency doctors appointment tomorrow to get something to help my anxiety. Doesn't help I got a complaint about me at work

It comes with the territory of my work and it's just the nature of what I do, but still hurts.

Tacey · 01-06-2011, 07:18 AM

It is indeed a truly beautifully written story. All the magic, all the adventure! It's wonderful!
I'm glad you're feeling a bit better today! Good for you, getting that doctors appointment! I know it isn't always easy reaching out. You should be proud!
About the complaint, you realize that it's part of the territory, so not necessarily your fault. You're aware of this, which is great, just make sure you hold on to it. I know it doesn't make it hurt less, but know the truth in your heart.
I hope the doctors visit goes well!
Take care
xxx
(PS I do believe in faeries, I do, I do!)

24601 · 01-06-2011, 11:06 AM

I didn't manage to get a doctors appointment but have ordered my graduation gown and photography so that's given me something to focus on

Tacey · 02-06-2011, 06:11 AM

Well, maybe you can see the doctor another time then :)
Congrats on the graduation! That's great that you have something so exciting to focus on.
xxx

24601 · 02-06-2011, 08:47 PM

Thank you

GlitterTrashDoll · 02-06-2011, 09:17 PM

I agree with the above poster - concentrate on your graduation to keep your mind off things until you can get a doctors appointment at a later date.

Congratulations on the graduation.

Breadsticks · 02-06-2011, 11:16 PM

I don't have much advice but you have taken the words right out my mouth, I could have written this. So thankyou, I didnt have the guts to post. :)

24601 · 03-06-2011, 11:45 PM

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Originally Posted by RhapsodyInBlue

I don't have much advice but you have taken the words right out my mouth, I could have written this. So thankyou, I didnt have the guts to post. :)

I hope you are okay and the advice people have written here can help you as well. Feel free to PM me if you want xxx

PrincessVegeta_x · 05-06-2011, 11:01 AM

Yeah, I can relate to this very strongly at the moment. Things are bad for me too. I'm always here if you need to talk. Sorry this is not helpful but yeah, I give better advice when I know a bit more & stuff.. so yeah. PM box is always open xx

24601 · 05-06-2011, 05:24 PM

**hugs** to SpongeBob'sWife - feel free to PM me as well. I hope you're okay and I'm here if you wanna chat x