My prom begins at exactly that time (I have a date)
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
You know this is so ****ing typical of God! I mean i was going to kill myself next week and now this! THIS is so unfair. I mean id been planning this for so long and i had it all worked out. Jesus ive spent £16 on printer ink writing all my letters to all the people i dont love anymore. OMG and then theres all those hours i spent searching Google maps for the ideal place where no one would find me for like 16 days. OMFG and then theres like all the time i spent on Spotify and Itunes sorting out a wiked mix tape to die to. Jesus do you know how long it took me to find suitable songs to die to?
OMG im just so utterly utterly pissed now. Even god is against me. And its gonna happen right in the middle of So You Think You Can Dance and Brittains Got talent and now im not going to be able to enjoy it as ill be so freaked and my anxiety will go thought the roof. Christ i dont think i have enough herbal tea and relaxation tapes to see my through the night? Oh yeah and Grrrrreeeeat, my sleep will like be all ****ed up, and if i dont get sleep ill be all cranky in the morning and that will really ruin my whole day. then ill like go outside and eeeeugh i just freak at the site of dead people laying all over the street. My OCD will compel me to tidy up all the corpses and arrange them into rows of three, and then what if its not an even number and then ill have to chop someone in half to even up the sides.
**** **** **** ****.
~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P
You know this is so ****ing typical of God! I mean i was going to kill myself next week and now this! THIS is so unfair. I mean id been planning this for so long and i had it all worked out. Jesus ive spent £16 on printer ink writing all my letters to all the people i dont love anymore. OMG and then theres all those hours i spent searching Google maps for the ideal place where no one would find me for like 16 days. OMFG and then theres like all the time i spent on Spotify and Itunes sorting out a wiked mix tape to die to. Jesus do you know how long it took me to find suitable songs to die to?
OMG im just so utterly utterly pissed now. Even god is against me. And its gonna happen right in the middle of So You Think You Can Dance and Brittains Got talent and now im not going to be able to enjoy it as ill be so freaked and my anxiety will go thought the roof. Christ i dont think i have enough herbal tea and relaxation tapes to see my through the night? Oh yeah and Grrrrreeeeat, my sleep will like be all ****ed up, and if i dont get sleep ill be all cranky in the morning and that will really ruin my whole day. then ill like go outside and eeeeugh i just freak at the site of dead people laying all over the street. My OCD will compel me to tidy up all the corpses and arrange them into rows of three, and then what if its not an even number and then ill have to chop someone in half to even up the sides.
**** **** **** ****.
Lol...um, seek help soon? :P
Let us go then you and I, when the evening is spread out against the sky, like a patient etherized upon a table
- T.S. Elliot
You know this is so ****ing typical of God! I mean i was going to kill myself next week and now this! THIS is so unfair. I mean id been planning this for so long and i had it all worked out. Jesus ive spent £16 on printer ink writing all my letters to all the people i dont love anymore. OMG and then theres all those hours i spent searching Google maps for the ideal place where no one would find me for like 16 days. OMFG and then theres like all the time i spent on Spotify and Itunes sorting out a wiked mix tape to die to. Jesus do you know how long it took me to find suitable songs to die to?
OMG im just so utterly utterly pissed now. Even god is against me. And its gonna happen right in the middle of So You Think You Can Dance and Brittains Got talent and now im not going to be able to enjoy it as ill be so freaked and my anxiety will go thought the roof. Christ i dont think i have enough herbal tea and relaxation tapes to see my through the night? Oh yeah and Grrrrreeeeat, my sleep will like be all ****ed up, and if i dont get sleep ill be all cranky in the morning and that will really ruin my whole day. then ill like go outside and eeeeugh i just freak at the site of dead people laying all over the street. My OCD will compel me to tidy up all the corpses and arrange them into rows of three, and then what if its not an even number and then ill have to chop someone in half to even up the sides.
**** **** **** ****.
Hate to break this to you...but God hates you. *nods*
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
I like how no one except god is supposed to know when the rapture is supposed to be but they've suddenly managed to narrow it down to a specific date and even a time of day.
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
After 70 years of studying the Bible, he claims to have developed a system that uses mathematics to interpret prophesies hidden in it. He says the world will end on 21 May, because that will be 722,500 days from 1 April AD33, which he believes was the day of the Crucifixion. The figure of 722,500 is important because you get it by multiplying three holy numbers (five, 10 and 17) together twice. "When I found this out, I tell you, it blew my mind," he said.
sure maybe if i talk some numbers, randomly add, multiply and subtract, i might just get tonights winning lotto numbers
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
well its record from 1392 that the date april the first was connected and started as april fools, before the joke days existed but the date was entirely different, the same with how new years used to be celebrated march the 25th.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
@ Chloey,
I did "deal with my emotions" by talking to people like my priest and other religious minded friends about it. This thread wasn't the trigger as much as the concept of the rapture and stuff. So fine "don't worry about it" might be the easiest part of advice to issue, because it is not Biblical or logical. However, if you try to live each day of your life like it is your last- sometimes I feel like if there is more that I could can do.
The fact that your comment was just plain mean and inaccurate doesn't help much. People can't help what triggers them. All they can try to do is deal with it appropriately. This thread has broken a few RYL rules too- and no one has said anything.
~Happy tomatoes together we will be~
You say toe- may- toe, I say toe- mah- toe:
Let's call the whole thing- red
“It’s time to lead the third revolution, which is not to say we want to be at the top of the world, but to say we want to change the world. Because the way the world has been designed by men is not working. It’s not working for women, it’s not working for men,
it’s not working for polar bears.” Arianna Huffington 2014
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