I don't know what came over me today I was told that my dad couldn't come up for my birthday because my mom said she doesn't want him in the house and that made me so upset I went for a walk I saw this bridge up ahead I kept walking and then I stopped and I though about jumping off the bridge i couldn't deal with anymore there is to much for me to deal with right now and I just didn't want to live anymore. I stood there for 10 Min. Thinking about it I really wanted to do it I don't know why i didn't
Please don't do anything to hurt yourself! *hugs* You CAN make it through this... things will get better. I know it's hard, but you can definitely get through. I think it's good you posted about it; for me, it shows you don't 100% want to go over the edge. I really hope you're doing alright! You can always send a message if you want to talk
*more hugs* We love you so much!
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
does your mom know about your self harm? if she does and is supportive maybe you could keep a phone with you to call her if you feel like that again. or to call a friend that you trust who can help you.
this is my magical medicine cabinet. Left to right they contain: courage, hope, calmness, and strength.
The magical part: They NEVER run out, so borrow some any time you want.
I felt that way too-sometimes still do. But you have to remember that people will miss you if you leave them, and that regardless of how it seems, they really do love you and care for you. Maybe you should talk to your mom, and explain that you'd really like to have him over, especially since its supposed to be your day?
if that doesn't work, maybe you could see him outside of your house somewhere else before or after your birthday?
Stay strong, and remember, someone always cares.
<3Lira
PS: PM me if you want to talk!!!!!!
If you think the scars on the outside are bad you don't want to see the ones on the inside.
Self-injury is a sign of distress not madness. We should be congratulated on having found a way of surviving.- Cory Anderson
