I think of you every single day, not a day goes by where I don't dream or have fleeting memories pass through my head of you. I miss you poppy, I will until the day I die, when I join you up there in heaven.
We were such good friends in primary school, both the quiet kids who just attracted to each other, but once I got to know you, you were ruled by your ego just like all boys. I wish that you kept holding on for just a few hours longer, so then someone could have noticed someone could've talked to you. I wish you didn't do it, because it hurts me so much to not see you everyday like i used to anymore.
NaN You were my hero i always looked up to you when i was little , you were funny you werent like most grans you were cool you were in with the trend. yoy always made me laugh you told the greatiest fairytales ver and you didnt have to read it from a book your imagination was great . you were my shining star you were my savour...........you always gave me the time of day when no one didnt you always let me sleep over and we would sit by the open fire you had in your dining room , ...............i Miss those times its nearly been 7/8years and it still hurts when u passed and the angels gave you your wings i lost a piece of my heart it was so cruel and unfiar they gave them to you to early i wish you were here because ever since you hae gone i went off the rails now look at me you would be ashamed off me im sorry nanny , maybe i was meant to get my wings that day tooo, neer forget you we a amazing person you always did everythink for everyone you had a heart of gold you never lied you were never selfish You were what u call perfect
young girl its alright your tears will soon dry your soon be free to fly
she's falling from grace , she's all over the place..............
So 5 years after you died today i find out that you did kill you self.Im so sorry babe i know you promised me you wouldnt but im not angry at all with you,so come visit me some time.Im miss your laugh and your voice but most of all i miss you so much.Keep being my bright shinning star in the sky.Hope you visit soon.Love you jodie xx
Hi again,
I hope you're having a good time up there
thanks for throwing me an opprotunity S.
I know, i know you told me to chill out and wait in the dream I had last night
I'm doing better but it's so hard
she left me
which you know
I can't handle any heart ache
you made me promise you that I wouldn't go the same route you did
and I'm trying.
I'm trying to look up
I miss you more and more each day
thank you for sending me the Sun today S.
it made me smile
I love you always
I'll see you again eventually
miss you S.
xx
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Grandma, I miss you. It'll be 5 years next month since you left us. I can't believe that it has been five years already, five anniversarys of your departure. I love you so much Grandma, I always will do. The one thing that is keeping me going is the fact that I know I will see you again one day, and the fact that I never got to know you because your accident happened just before I was born is less of a painful thought, because all of the questions and discussions and provoking thoughts that I wish I could have shared with you in this life, I know that I can share with you in the next. We'll have both grown up then, both seen life, lived it, experienced it, and for once in our mortal lifetimes, we'll have understood it. Understanding is such a difficult concept, because to understand is to have not only felt what it's like to be there, but to also know why it happened, and to have considered all of the tiny implications involved, without going crazy yourself. This is a difficult concept to grasp here on Earth, but once again, I will see you, and when I do, I will give you the longest hug that I wish I'd have given you properly the day you left us. The chance they gave me to say goodbye, I didn't understand, I didn't know why, and I had too many questions for God to even allow myself time to properly say goodbye to you. And how I regret that, because I love you so much and I can't bare the fact that you would have left us with any form of fear over the unknown. But the unknown doesn't remain ambiguous forever, for death is just a transition period, a time where we can leave one world and enter the next, a time where we can start to realise the reality of the bigger picture that this journey entails. We're all on a journey, yours has only just begun, you're still a young, bright, beautiful soul dancing around amongst the stars up there. That's where you are, reigning above us like a queen, like you're finally living the life that you deserve away from all of the pain and anguish that you had to endure for the last 14 years of your life. The day you were hit by that car changed your life. That is the day you died. But still, over a decade later you not only lived to hold your grandchild, but also see me grow up into what I can only describe as a younger version of you. I love you so much, you are my inspiration, and although we never got to have that conversation, my heart will always hold a place for you, where I can talk with you there. Rest in peace Grandma. x
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
Nana, last week it was six weeks since you left us. This time last year, I vowed I would make you proud of me. The realisation that I wouldn't of made you proud, hit me hard. It killed me to know that you would of been looking down on me, with that dissaproved face you pulled that me, my sisters and cousins all dreaded! I know i'm not doing a lot right now, but I promise i'm going to get myself back on track, but i'm going to be. Please don't be dissapointed.
I'm going to visit your grave again tomorrow. I'm sorry I didn't stay long last time. I love you so much, and I will never ever forget you.
It's nearly a year since you died.
I still feel it.
S is really struggling, but you'd be proud to know she's getting grief counselling for it.
God this still hurts.
You were amazing. So inspirational. And that smile!
I'm so sorry you had to die. If I could have put myself in your place, I would have done. Any day.
There are, it has been said, two types of people in the world. There are those who, when presented with a glass that is exactly half full, say: 'This glass is half full'. And then there are those who say: 'This glass is half empty'.
The world belongs, however, to those who can look at the glass and say: 'What's up with this glass? Excuse me? Excuse me? This is my glass? I don't think so. My glass was full! And it was a bigger glass!
Sleep tight Frankie.
We don't know why you did what you did but your in the arms of the angels now.
xxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
Dear friend,
I will always love you. Always miss you. Always treasure the moments we shared, our memories, the hope we had when sunlight was fading.
I can but thank you... Thank you for the colors. Thank you for making my world shine when all I wanted was to be with you.
The borders of life and death cannot divide us, thank you for making me see that, thank you for being there when nobody else was, thank you for the smiles.
I love you, S <3
Everything you need is around you.
The only danger is inside you.
So punch another pillow, to make the pain a little less.
And run another race, to make the pace a little faster.
Use another knife, to make the cut a little deeper.
Then shed another tear, to make reality a little truer.
I want my best friends back!
It hurts please come home both of you.
I can't do this on my own anymore i need you both sooooo much.
It is silly to ask you both to come home because it's not going to happen is it......... but i need it to happen real bad!
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
I remember how I used to think the future would keep lasting forever... We were only a little scared. Now, all I've got is this window to the past, stained with your nostalgic color. If I keep on moving forward, will I be able to meet you again? I wish I could see the never-ending future change, by your side, but now, I can only open the same window, to a face I will never see again.
“I've always loved you”... I heard you are in "a better place"... But I never believed those things. “I never managed to forget you”. Or did I never TRY to forget you? You can't send me post-cards from where you are now, can you?
I feel the nostalgic color staining the things we were never able to do together.
In loving memory and affectionate remembrance of Sarah.
* 14/08/1991 --- † 29/05/2007
Those are some words I've written for my friend at her funeral's day.
did you actually mean it?
and why?
didn't you know how much i loved you?
just because i didn't show it, cause i was angry, cause i was a ****;
it didn't mean i didn't love you.
i always will.
i hope heaven exists, i really do. and i hope you're the brightest angel up there. you deserve to know your own beauty.
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.
and i miss you, so ****ing much mummy.
like, we were in b'ham the other day, like we used to go, and yknow what i found out? mothers day is the 3rd april. they always advertise that commercial **** so early, huh. the day before your anniversary. wow, thats going to be a fun few days right there. ICAN'TDOTHISWITHOUTYOU.
for ****s sake!
come back.
****ing pissed off. not even at you, idk. it wasn't your fault. i just wish you hadn't. or that you'd waited. that we'd made it alright. that i'd hugged you back that time.
help me.
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"Trust your ♥ if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk b a c k w a r d s"
daddy i miss you so much right now you should be here going to celebrate your 49th birhtday you were too young to die and it isnt fair after all the suffering that you were put through and to die in the end life bloody sucks how come i just want a cuddle from you and to be feel loved i dont really feel that much anymore not in this house anyway!!
i miss you all i want to do is come home and have you there laying on your bed and you call me in and put your arms around me and snuggle me tight and talk to me and solve everything cos thats how you were u made everything better dad you always did you were just magic
Eva, how can i so cronachilly miss you still. Its been almost a year since you lost your battle. There isnt a day goes by when you are not on my mind. I have no regrets about this, its just strange, I have never felt this way before, not even when I have lost familiy. And yet, you touched me in so many ways. Your time was stolen from you, but you were a true warrior right till then end. I crave to see you so much, to hear you, to read your words of encrouagament. I have never related to somebody as much as I did to you. I would love to hear your opinion on so many things.
Miss you Eva.
love love love
Jack, I know it's been over two years but you're still incredibly missed. I still remember when we were little and Hannah and I would always try to be by ourselves & you had to keep my brother compagny. He adored you & really looked up to you Jack. I remember when you accidentaly chucked that lump of mud that turned out to be a stone in my head & then told me so many jokes so I would stop crying. You were such a nice person. With the most beautiful eyes. Damn I wish I'd kept in contact with you and Hannah as I got into my teenage years. Please take care of your sisters, they need it babe. Especially Hannah, I think she's finding it really hard to cope. I really wish you could come over with her next time. But I know that won't happen. Rest In Peace babe xxx
