Completely confused

Lostpersonality · 18-01-2011, 11:15 AM

Hi,

Well I guess I should start by saying hello and my name is krys. I found ryl through a friend that has been a member before. I came to ryl to do just that. Im totally defeated atm, I have been battling personality disorder/bi polar and ocd by myself for almost 18mths now and tody made the first step towards helping my self, it was bloody hard and it almost cost my the love of my life.

With the help of a mental health plan im determined to get my life back. I have very few friends who understand what im going through and its sometimes to much for my girlfriend to handle 24/7. I Really hope I can meet people similar to myself who understand the down with the up.

I dont know what else to do. Im so lost atm and its so scary! :(

Lemonade. · 18-01-2011, 11:38 AM

Hiya Krys, I'm Karis. :)
Welcome to RYL, I've only been here a week...but it is really good. I'm so sorry to hear that you're really struggling, I understand how hopeless that feels. But it's great that you've made the first step to recovery, it'll all get easier from now on in. I hope you enjoy using RYL and feel free to pm me if you ever want to talk x

tifflehan · 18-01-2011, 12:11 PM

The first step is always the hardest. Sorry I'm Tiff by the way. :) I struggle with bipolar too so I understand how hard it is and how hard it is to find people that truly understand. Ready to talk anytime.

Paper_Tigers · 18-01-2011, 02:45 PM

Heyy there :)
Welcome to RYL!
I hope you find all the help and support you need!
Feel free to PM me if you need anything :)
All the best,
Katie
xxxx

one_step_closer · 18-01-2011, 05:12 PM

Hi Krys, welcome to RYL. I hope you find it helpful here. Please get in touch at any time. Take care.

Cazki · 19-01-2011, 12:32 AM

Hiya welcome to ryl. I hope that ryl provides you with the support you need. Here is the guide to ryl http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...play.php?f=105

This is the Mental Health Forum http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...splay.php?f=44

Here is the OCD Support Thread http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ad.php?t=91966 If you need anything please feel free to get in touch.

Take care best wishes Ian

Lostpersonality · 19-01-2011, 12:59 AM

Its a very strange feeling reading messages of support when.all ive had for years is no one who can help. I had a horrible night last night and it currentlu feels like nothong will get better. I let my bad self win last night. She is fighting for control back and its so hard.to stop her.