ShadowedSoul: I think you should go to A&E. You wouldn't be wasting their time. If not, could you call Samaritans, or ask a friend to sit with you? VioletShapedBlood: Why do you want to be dead? Willow: Please be careful.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
Really battling with overdose thoughts have plans.I know its wrong I dont want to prove people right by overdosing!HATE myself so much for being so FAT
LeftoverTears: What has made you suicidal tonight? Declan: Same question. And do you think you could go to the hospital if you're feeling particularly unsafe?
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
Its to complicated to explain, in ways there is not a starting point... ahh well life goes on, they just give false promises that things would change but do they ever listen nope, never have done, well to me any way... Im not saying that they are all bad, some actually do care and do listen, I unfortuantly have been unlucky .... I hope that no one gets the bad ones ... hugs to all who have posted on here, big big hugs!! be strong
A slow strangle with feet on the floor
I've got 14 angels and we're sleeping alone
In the back of a cave, where the rest of us go
To feel normal
I call baby up. Leave me alone.
I'm in pain but I won't let you band-aid the wound
I'm mad at a stage where I can't even handle my own
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
how long till eventually
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
If u want the Rainbow,u gotta put up with the Rain
Join Date: Mar 2005
Location: London
I am currently:
My Dad fought so hard to win his battle and live. He lost. Now he's gone I dont want to try anymore. I know its wrong, so wrong, when he fought so hard to live, to want to throw my life away. But I cannot live without him.
I can't. Not only is there no way to drive to our nearby hospital, but I won't ruin my parents perception of me. Anyones.
I researched the proper way to kill yourself with a razor and I'm scared. Scared of death. Scared of myself. I can't tell anyone, they'd see I'm imperfect and not who they think I am.
I am going to hide in here for a bit if that is OK I came so close to the edge tonight i am scared of my slelf.
I should be somewhere "safe" Right now but i don't think there is such a place. Hmmm?
Every one hold on in there though. I know it is hard and though at them moment i want to die i am going to try to get though this! I am going to try hard.
Last edited by lost in dreams : 09-01-2011 at 04:56 AM.
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
I can't. Not only is there no way to drive to our nearby hospital, but I won't ruin my parents perception of me. Anyones.
I researched the proper way to kill yourself with a razor and I'm scared. Scared of death. Scared of myself. I can't tell anyone, they'd see I'm imperfect and not who they think I am.
Thats scary stuff you are resurching there *hugs you* I am sorry you are feeling so bad. Try and stay away from that tonight and try to stay talking here. If you need hospital treamtent weather for physical or mental helth you should go. Your parents would rather you get help then find there dead child. No one wants that.
In the event of you not getting there i am not sure where you live but if it is the UK if you really think you are in dangour of hurting or killing your slef it does warent an ambulance.
Take care
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
I can't. Not only is there no way to drive to our nearby hospital, but I won't ruin my parents perception of me. Anyones.
I researched the proper way to kill yourself with a razor and I'm scared. Scared of death. Scared of myself. I can't tell anyone, they'd see I'm imperfect and not who they think I am.
Hon, needing help isn't anything to be ashamed of. If anything, realizing that you might need help makes you a stronger person. Its hard to admit sometimes.
:hug: I know its hard to deal with those kinds of thoughts. Societies views of people who need help can at times make things even more overwhelming, but admitting you need help doesn't make you a bad person, nor does it make you any less perfect.
Feeling really upset about being a burden on everyone. I know exactly how I would do it. Thing is I used to think about all of the things I would miss out on if I did it. But the thing is now I don't think and/or care about that anymore. I'm scared because maybe I would be capable of doing it. And again I'm scared that if I tell someone all this coupled with the self-harm they would send me to a psych ward or something. Would they do that if I told them? :S Bah I dunno what to do. To top it all off my dad's anniversary is coming soon on the 12th. I miss him so much. All of my support is at school and we don't go back for a few weeks :'( Sorry for the rant
The closer you are to the light,
the greater your shadow becomes.
The closer you are to the light,