Being an Inpatient over Xmas =(

[[LittleMonster]]

That's great, keep up the good work :D

[Snow White.]

I am so proud of you, congrats on the effort you're putting in to get there. You're doing well, don't give up xxxxx :)

[LetMeSlipAway]

Thank you so much all of you for your kind replies!
My mood's been so low the past few days and I feel like SH'ing so so bad! All because some of my clothes dont fit! =(
Keep holding onto the thought of it ruining my few hour's but its getting so so hard so I just keep taking medication to make the thoughts go away... I cant miss xmas! Such a catch 22 situation. =(

Again thank you all so much for your support!
xox

[Keyboard Warrior]

Getting those few hours at home at Christmas is such a great goal to have - keep going, lovely!! We are here to support you as well, I know it isn't easy when you're battling such horrible feelings. How are you doing today?

Lots of love x

[Snow White.]

We are here to help you get there, you're doing SUCH a great job by yourself but keep posting for support where you can and using all your strategies you've used so far to help you through. Rant about how you're feeling if you need, we are here for you and you can do this. Not long to go now! I'm excited for you :)

xxxxx

[LetMeSlipAway]

Thank you all so so much for your support! It means so much to know you's care.

I got weighed this morning and I lost weight which would usually be a good thing but I'm devastated as its the xmas week. I'm waiting now to see the doctor and hopefully I'll still get my pass. I dont no what I would do if he said it was cancelled =(
I'm litterally praying to god it doesnt effect my pass as its the 1st time I'm going to be out in 3 months.

I'll post up on how everything goes.
Wish me luck!
And again thank you all so so much.
xo

how did it go - you stillg et your pass?

[Uglyducklin]

Hi LetMeSlipAway, Im sorry you are really struggling.I had an admission over Christmas a few years ago it was really hard but staff were supportive and as I had been in a while I got some leave although I didnt manage to eat at home.I understand its tough but these things like the section are in place for your safety take baby steps and people will see you are trying.Sorry not to be much use.Please stay safexx

[LetMeSlipAway]

Hey guys!

I was put back on the wheelchair and not aloud in the dining room for snacks so total bedrest... the price I have to pay for still being aloud out on xmas! I'm still getting my pass 2moro which I cant wait but its the thought of having to come in to that damn wheelchair again... It's so belittling espes when visitors come in! =(

Also found out yesterday I have Osteopenia in my back which was quite upsetting too!
xox