10-11-2010, 01:31 AM
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Join Date: Nov 2007
Location: Dublin, Ireland
I am currently:  
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Giving up...
Its been awhile since i posted on here, but im really struggling at the moment. College is a mess not what i though it was guna be. I havnt seen my councillor in well over a month because im so busy with work and college and now she suggested i just go to the college councillor just like that as if everything ive dealt with her means nothing i cant start with a new councillor cannot go through everything again relive all of it so low right now and my SHing is as bad as ever as if i never stopped... bad thoughts are in myhead constantly dont want to be here anymore whats the point ive fought as hard as i could why shouldnt i be able to give up like everyone has on me...............
**sorry wont let me label it**
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''Where do I take this pain of mine
I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
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