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DestroyMe · 02-11-2010, 07:53 AM

you're EX is more understanding then you...
what the hell
I bawled on the phone to Chelci about how you just don't fucking understand it and how I'm dying inside and you can't see past your own shit and how I NEED YOU. and you don't fucking care
then cried to Shelly of all people about the same thing.
and dispite all of what you did....I'm not going anywhere until you tell me to fucking leave because I love you and you make me happy
I JUST WISH YOU'D PULL YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS AND SEE WHAT YOUR ACTIONS ARE DOING TO ME!!!!! KNOCK IT OFF AND BE MY FUCKING FIANCEE, stop this diappearing/re-appearing crap just stop with the guilt trips I'm not going ANYWHERE until you say "leave"
so just stop and be HERE FOR ME WHEN I FUCKING NEED YOU!!!!
I NEED YOU I NEED YOU I NEED YOU WHY AREN'T YOU FUCKING HERE FOR ME??!!!!!

Snow White. · 02-11-2010, 12:06 PM

My life is being dominated by this. I am so uncomfortable in my skin.

Athiri · 02-11-2010, 05:03 PM

You seemed odd when you left today, distracted.
I'm worried its something I've done, but I can't think what. Its been perfect over these few days.
You'll never realise how much you mean to me.

XxXflowerfairyXxX · 02-11-2010, 09:17 PM

I haven't stopped thinking about you all day.

BeautyFiend · 02-11-2010, 09:24 PM

You dare hurt her again and I'll cook your cock in a casserole.

lawzylaus · 02-11-2010, 10:30 PM

Help me, I'm scared this is going to get out of control again.

Imaginary_friend · 02-11-2010, 10:44 PM

i dunno what's worse. the fact you say you care or the fact that you act like you don't. WHAT THE FUCK?! i can't pretend anymore.... how can you?
I miss you so much :( i'm sorry i ruined it and i'll hate myself forever. please forgive me. i love you :(

Ardea · 03-11-2010, 01:28 AM

is there any thing i can possibly do to not lose you as a friend?

PrincessVegeta_x · 03-11-2010, 02:53 AM

You're poison and I wish he could understand. You don't deserve to be my brother's girlfriend.

Entropy · 03-11-2010, 02:55 AM

I think I kinda like you, but you'll never feel the same, and I'm unavailable.

lozza · 03-11-2010, 04:16 AM

so lets recap... if I had just taking the pills without thinking twice then surely I would have choked on my own vomit and died. There wouldnt be anymore 'ifs' or 'thats'... I'd dead and just FREE...

if only, if only, if only

if only instead of just thinking I actually DID...

but yet here I still am, pushing everyone away again and not giving a rats ass what happens anymore

but go on with life as if nothing is going on.
its getting closer with each day that goes on

last night was rock bottom and it couldve been the end
the end is sooo near now

dont forget to smile and wave before your eyes close for the very last time. nothing is wrong - we are just achieving in life what we were meant to all along.

its not safe here anymore

Snow White. · 03-11-2010, 08:47 AM

I'm sick and it's funny.

Pops. · 03-11-2010, 10:27 AM

Don't hate me for being honest?
I'm frightened.

Entropy · 03-11-2010, 04:17 PM

im sorry i dont know what to do, i need space and i want to be on my own. i want the chance to explore my sexuality properly and i know that makes me selfish but i just do. sorry.

Pops. · 03-11-2010, 04:22 PM

Thankyou for listening to me and for not abandoning me.
I still feel like everything's changed now.
I feel like you secretly think I'm delusional or something.
Or that I must have deserved what happened.
And I would agree with that.
So why am I so worried?

longversion · 03-11-2010, 04:27 PM

life's hard..is dying easier? but if i survive i will hurt lots of people and lost their trust and my life will be a lot harder. i just want to disappear coz i'm rejected everywhere i go people label me as suicide attempter. i got no one to trust.my suppressed anger will explode soon. the monster within me is taking over me. i'm breaking down again

Imaginary_friend · 03-11-2010, 08:58 PM

it bothers me you've got a girlfriend. but i honestly have no idea why.... :/

BeautyFiend · 03-11-2010, 10:03 PM

You better be really fúcking good to her.
Because honestly? She deserves a lot more.

Sushi · 03-11-2010, 10:22 PM

We'll mutilate insanity.

millie1982 · 03-11-2010, 11:37 PM

I've never really wanted to end it before, but tonight, I've had enough, I just wish I wasnt a coward. So tired of lies and having to be strong, of having to be the actress all the time, I even broke the one person I could be myself with and now its just me again, I cant be strong anymore.