Graphic - i need help. im close to the edge.

[Emmabob.]

i cant do this anymore
i need to get a shower
i need to get dressed
changed,
whatever.
i cant deal with living here anymore.
i need to get out.
i want to drop out of school.
its making me worse.
i cant deal with it
my parents arent letting me because theyll lose their benefits & shit.
its gonna push me over the edge though, its bad.
i have plans.
places.
notes.
the full lot.
statyiing in clothes for over 48hrs isnt healthy.
i want to cut, die, something.
i need go get away from all this shit.
im sorry.
help?

[talaiporia]

You're in sixth form/college? What if you got a job instead, would that be okay with your parents? To be honest though, your health comes first...
What is it about school that's making you worse? The people, the exams? Would the school let you take some time out if you need it?

Does anybody know about your plans? Is there anybody you could tell?
Can you talk to your parents about how bad school is making you?

[freefall]

dropping outta school was the worstiest decition i made
and now am back to studying
have you thought about asking for extra help beause i couldnt deal with meain stream school i went to a hospitial school
more relaxed less people and people had lots problems so we were all different hospitial wasnt want the name suggested as such
when i was to old for hospitial i took a course with young women chaning attuide which is laid back and not loadz people and you can keep re taking exams till you pass it for girls who drop outta school/who have babies /who have suffered mh si et...............
u may have somethink like this ?

[Emmabob.]

Quote:

Originally Posted by talaiporia

You're in sixth form/college? What if you got a job instead, would that be okay with your parents? To be honest though, your health comes first...
What is it about school that's making you worse? The people, the exams? Would the school let you take some time out if you need it?

Does anybody know about your plans? Is there anybody you could tell?
Can you talk to your parents about how bad school is making you?

• I'm not allowed to drop out of school, at all. my parents are bothered about their benefits more so than they are my health. its the stress of coursework I think, (I have bipolar& stress is a trigger for it...) I doubt school would let me out, I missed too much time last year because I couldn't motivate myself.
• My youth worker knows that I'm having suicidal thoughts she doesn't know that I'm having thoughts of plans & such.
• My parents assume that I'm being a lazy fucker if I dont go to school, I haven't been to school in over a week & they're bitching & moaning about it.

[talaiporia]

It doesn't sound like anyone's being very helpful!
Would you be able to talk to your youth worker about your plans etc.?

The school might let you have time off, or study from home if you could provide a valid excuse (like a letter from your doctor).

Do your parents understand how bad school is making you?