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Graphic - Really overwhelmed
I am really having a hard time today. I have not been a full time student since high school. That's eight years. I am in a demanding program, Social Work. The stress of school got to me so much in high school that I was in and out of the hospital for five years. I feel like I am finally stable. I just hit one year free of self injury and I even threw away all of my blades. Last time that I almost hit one year I relapsed. It's like I think that I can let my guard down and I screw up. I don't want that. I'm desperate. I went and signed up for student disability aide today. I feel kind of good about it because I am being proactive but it's shameful at the same time. I feel like I am getting more and more agitated every day. I don't want to repeat high school. Can anybody relate?
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