Firstly, what you did was incredibly brave. It can be really really difficult to tell anyone about that kind of stuff.
Another thing I just wanted to say was that you said that your therapist doesnt want to know. I just wanted to say that my therapist, when i first spoke about 'bad stuff', said that we wouldnt be going through that stuff at the moment, and we needed to do all the ground work before we got to sorting that stuff out, so whenever i mentioned it after that she spoke about putting it in a box in the back of my head. So its not that she didnt want to know, its just that she knew what was best for me at the time. Just thought that may help.
Look after you,
Mx
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