Really struggling!!!

[kthimm12]

There is a very long story to this and I don't really want to bore everyone but I need to tell it.

Well almost 2 years ago I turned 18 and I wanted to do something that I should have realized would have been a mistake but at the time I didn't think it would affect my grades and everything but I was really wrong. Its hard for me to go into detail but I feel I really need to do this.

I got into a really great vocational school that year and ruined it like I do with everything. I wanted to always to work with animals and I had to ruin it when I finally got what wanted.

I ruiend it by trying to find my biological family. Yes I was adopted and well I did find them but..... I don't know if it was the right choice or not.

I yelled at my family because of what went on that year and what I found out about my biological family.


I am sorry I am thinking I should shut up.

[Coffeemate]

What's making you not want to tell your story? It seems quite monumental for it to have affected your life so much?

I guess that's what this place is for, everyone telling their own stories in their own way. . .

~x~

[roiben]

Adoption and familly can often be a very hard subject to talk about. There is nothing wrong with letting us know what is upsetting you and explaining as much as you can.

If we know what has happened, we may be able to advise using a perspective you may not have thought of, or provide support emotionally. That is what we are here for.

There is nothing wrong with posting - and I think it is probably a good idea to keep doing so.

Roiben x

[kthimm12]

I just don't want to post everything at once. Its hard for me to talk about all together I had a really hard time last year and it happened around this time as well. I prefer to talk through PM honestly.

[Coffeemate]

I think that you can do that here. Check this link out; http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...d.php?t=146086

~x~