S - One woman man my arse. Oh you do make me laugh. You wouldn't have kissed me like you did earlier if you didn't have feelings for me. It was too innocent, too simple. You risked it all in the middle of the staff room for that. I don't think you'd still be doing this either if you didn't want to find out where this was going. Because you're risking a lot, and after it all that happened yesterday, I can't see you doing it for no reason.
J - If you lay a finder on her again I will personally hunt you down and hurt you. How DARE you treat her like that? What the hell do you think you're playing at? How could you do this to your son? Get your act together and act like a real man. You've lived your life, she's given up everything for him and you're the one who acts like a spoiled child! She's given up any chance of doing normal young adult things, she'll never go clubbing or have a proper university experience. And she's been really ill as it is. You got to do all of that, and you still haven't made the correct adjustments to your life. You make me feel sick.
If u want the Rainbow,u gotta put up with the Rain
Join Date: Mar 2005
Location: London
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RYL has changed. It used to be that anyone who posted on here got offered the same amount of support. Now people only seem to respond to their friends on here or the people they know.
Its not the RYL i love and remember anymore
I'm sorry about all the trouble and the stress that I've always caused you. I wish it didn't have to work that way. I wish I could see you happy like you were before I ruined everything. I'm sorry I messed everything up. It hurt not only me, but you too. And I'm sorry for that. I just hope one day I can make it all up to you.
ugh.
this can have me.
I just relapsed hard.
I'm done
no more trying...
I'd rather die from this then even try to recover anymore
I have zero strength left
I'm so sorry
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
every morning your the first thing on my mind, your the person i think about when im on my way to uni, your on my mind when im in lectures, youre the person on my mind when im out, your the person who sends me to sleep at night the thoughts the memories, the future we have to behold in bot hands, your mine and no matter how much you try and push me away its not gunna happen not this time i wont let it im here for you ill be here for you today tomorow the day after i always will be to my fullest extent. Your my everything now
RYL has changed. It used to be that anyone who posted on here got offered the same amount of support. Now people only seem to respond to their friends on here or the people they know.
Its not the RYL i love and remember anymore
I've noticed that too. I dont think people are intentionally cilque-ish, there was a study done but i cant remember who by, and it determined the max amount of friendships a person can actively keep going at once, it was like 30something i think, beyond that you start forgetting parts of a persons story or how they relate with your other friends... With this being a support board its kind of a requirement when replying/supporting that you care somewhat about the person... and people get maxed out on who they can keep track of. so they stop answering names they dont recognize. if it helps at all, when im replying to things i look at thread title first, then number of replies (not who posted it) to find what im gonna look at next. try to answer the ones with few first.
sorry, off topic tangent there...
back to topic...
I don't know for sure if I can live without you or not. I know I don't want to so I'm not going to try. The day you say I have to get out is the day I'm going to end it.
Half Psychotic Sick Hypnotic We sat and waited for the sea
To stretch out so that we could disappear
Into the endlessness of blue Into the horror of the truth We are far less than we knew
Are you just a sadistic bastard? Is that it? Because if that is the case then everything makes perfect sense...you want to cut me out of your life? That's fine but couldn't you have at least done me the decency of maybe, oh I don't know, saything this BEFORE you tried (and sadly successfully) to get me to trust you and you know, tell you something that only 3 other people know? Thanks a lot for fucking with my mind once again...much appreciated.
I'm really trying, but it seems like everything keeps falling apart. I can't get a job, I can't get out of this depression, I can't stop pushing people away, I can't find a way to not go broke, I can't lose weight (rather I'm gaining while eating nothing), I can't seem to do anything right. I just could really use a hug and someone telling me things are going to be okay. Right now everything is such a blur.
I'm so sorry for what's happening.... I just wish I could give back as much as you gave me. I love you. Everything is going to be okay. Usually you're the one making me smile but it's my turn to help you. Everything is going to be okay. You don't need him. He will regret what he did. I love you. I love you. I love you. I just hope everything turns out okay, for everyone.
Forgive J, he's feeling the same way as you. Help each other. Help M. She needs the support of both of you.
Haven't heard from you again. I hope you're ok and that you had a good day. L told me you'd had a huge argument with her yesterday, which is why I guess you texted me to say you were busy. I don't understand why you keep doing it. You don't love her and it isn't working. If you loved her, this wouldn't be happening. And I think you know it. You look for excuses to pick fights with her about everything at the moment, would you really do that if you were happy? I wish you'd called me when you had a lunch break or something, but you probably had to talk to her. I understand, I come second but it's still hard. I'll see you tomorrow anyway.
A _ im glad im not going on that with you, i think it's for the best, i cant confide in you.. have you any idea how i just need to talk to you.. but i cant , cus i cant trust you.
C_ You always let me down, when i was sick you let me down, i need you again and your letting me down.. i dont need you.. i dont want to be round you any more, i dont want to buy or get a new phone, i dont want to talk to you on the phone, i dont want to be round you.. just leave me alone.
N_ you stress me out so much. stop.
Laughter is a direct route to the soul. It broadens your perspective, keeps you healthy, and makes an unbearable situation alot easier to deal with.
