Urf. Sorry I've not been about much, my fault of course. :-/ It's just that I'm still pretty low and, well, guess I've been avoiding people? I don't know, it sounds kind of weird to be saying that online when the people I've been avoiding are online... but hey, that's how I roll apparently. :-X
*cuddles all* Sorry, for the third time, no individuals, except:
JULIE (or Amy in this case) - so glad to see you back & okayish. :) *hugs*
Blah. I'm just... tired of life. :( It bites right now (but when does it not??). *sigh*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you're lonely and low , I'm still on the whole "not cutting in other peoples homes" kick and my concentration is shot , I bought films on DVD to watch from my flat to my parents house and I can't face watching anything more than a few minutes long :S I'm thankful for music videos on youtube
*Hugs Helen* I'm sorry you are low too:(
*Hugs April*Wow everyones low , I'm sorry that you are low too "That's how I roll" what a cool expression :)
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*hugs Lindsay & Hels* How are you doing, Lindsay? and Hels, I'm sorry you're low/tired but maybe later in the day it'll look up a bit?
*glomps Mark because I spy him!!!* :) How are you?
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Too lazy to do individuals, urgh, feel bad about it. Working all day, so won't be around. Stay safe <3
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
I don't know what to do any more. I don't want to be alive and i'm sick of holding on for my brother. He's making a life for himself at college and I don't want to mess things up for him. All people care about is keeping me alive, they don't care that by doing that they are making me suffer.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
*Hugs Lindsay* Things will get better , you have to beleive that , one day you will be happy to wake up in the morning and the ward is always here for you , it's why it's here , to help people, we care about you and I am sorry you feel so dreadful :( *Hugs again*
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
