Yeah sorry April , I think we posted together :P *Huge Hugs* I'm sorry you have sunk into a depression , that really does blow for you , You can always PM me or e-mail me if you need to lil sis<3
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*hugs everyone*
I know I need to do individuals, but I don't have much time, I still need to get ready for class and I'm laying in bed in my pajamas (bad, bad Felicia!). so I won't be on until tonight probably cause I have class, then work, then my night class, then To Save a Life movie screening/discussion, then homework. I need to fit eating in there somewhere too... cause that is back to back and if I don't eat, it gives me a gateway to fall back in to my ED habits hard...
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
Cuddles all. Hmm feeling very triggered again. Trying to keep my fake smile on my face, but as my freind says I may be laughing on the outside, but inside I'm dying. =(
*sighs, hides in the warren where no one can find her, and cries softly* :'(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*toddles around the ward in all of the hidey holes and secret places determind to get to everyone to give them a supportive huggle*
Sorry I've not been online past few days, been really ill with a cough and cold, still feel pretty crap. But after tomorrow I won't have to leave the falt for a few days and won't have people coming in anymore, so I can rest and start to let my body recouperate.
I think ludwig is ill (my laptop) as he won't work anymore unless he's plugged into the mains :( which means I can't be online when Reggie is out, so I'm feeling very torn, as I want Reggie to have the most freedom as possible, but I also need RYL and other internet things for my sanity. Oh and Reggie started to eat my walls this morning! So no carpet in the new place, he thought he'd try something else!! I don't think his castration has ended his destructive behaviour like the vet and I had hoped for! :(
Sorry this is all about me and having a whinge when you've all got far bigger issues to deal with. I need to catch up with people properly, I feel like such a lame friend. I need to be a better friend as I know that I'm going to be in here a lot soon when Eoghan deploys. Oh, on a good note though, his date has been put back 3weeks, so I've got him a bit longer yet :D
*shuts up and toddles off out to the smoking shelter*
"All battles in life serve to teach us something, even the battles we lose"
"There are moments in life when the only possible option is to lose control"
*grabs onto hayley and clings refusing to be removed*
we missed you!
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
* hugs everyone *
I have a song in my head that is triggering to me so am listening to music trying to get rid of it
Feeling unsafe again trying to keep my mind busy
Hey Reaper - sorry don't know your name, i don't think we've met properly, hi I'm hayley *offers to shake hands* Its annoying at the best of times having a song stuck in your head, but if its triggering you then thats really bad. Good idea to listen to other music to keep your brain busy. Find and use whatever distractions you can to stay safe *huggles*
*toddles out to the smoking shelter to wash dinner down with a fag!*
"All battles in life serve to teach us something, even the battles we lose"
"There are moments in life when the only possible option is to lose control"
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
