I'm sorry guys, I can't do individuals today.
So tired. Spent from 8 AM- 1 PM in the hospital. Couldn't breathe, my throat was closing up. I'm really sick.
On top of that, the ex head of housing at uni who's now the Student Activities Coordinator had planned a ton of stuff for Suicide Prevention Week, so I've been busy with that, since it's this week. Tomorrow I get to show a screening of the movie To Save a Life and head up a discussion.
I'm gonna end up crashing and burning by Friday. blah.
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
*cuddles helen* aawh, sorry you're still unwell, although i'm glad it's getting better. are you ok other than that though?
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
To be honest Nicole, I've been much better, just been feeling sick again last couple days :S Hope it's not going to result in me being sick again :( I am okay other than that yeah :) *cuddles*
*cuddles Sarah* I'm sure you're not bad at drawing but glad you've had fun :)
Can make copies of cartoons and things, but thats about my extent, aside from modern art :p
Sorry for being a bad wardie today, been hectic. Not going to be about much tomorrow either with doctors and celebration meal and such. *cuddles for tomorrow*
Got my GP appointment in about an hour. Yay. Wish I could stop coughing. It's driving me more crazy than usual. It just seems to be one thing after another at the moment ... I hope my new mobile phone arrives soon though. *sigh*
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
*hugs all wardies* Sorry for no individuals today. First day back at uni drained most of my energy and concentration. Hope everybody's doing alright <3
*glomps April & Oliver since I spy them*
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
so i wanna go to the library tomorrow to get a couple books/cd's... and i wrote love on my arm b/c i need to see it and its pretty and therefore dont wanna mess it up... but apparently 21 year old's dont write on their arms and therefore if i wanna go to the library i have to wash arm off... dont let me try and think of ways to keep my head from being ridiculous or anything.. *rolls eyes* like... i couldnt sleep practically at all last night cuz kept fighting stupid urges... but i try to think of a good distraction that might help and '21 year olds dont do that'... riiiiiiiight then.
>.<
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
since not all of you are on my fb...
"this week is National Suicide Prevention Week. Here in the USA, one person commits suicide every 15.2 minutes. That is not ok. I don't care who you are or what you have done [or have had done to you], you matter. Your life matters. You are important, priceless, beautiful and entirely unique [and at least one person would miss you if you werent here]. There is hope for you :) ♥ always"
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“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
GP gave me some antibiotics and some steroids (short-course) for a chest infection. ... Also a whole lot of scripts and a new referral for me to take to my psychiatrist when I next see him. Have started the antibiotics and now just want to crash out from the world for a bit ...
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
*hugs Heather* That sounds ridiculous (the library thing). And thanks for the post :)
*hugs Mark* How are you doing today?
*hugs Kahlia* I hope your chest infection goes away soon :)
Am just heading off to work, got a busy day ahead of me. And counseling... ick. Been feeling really weird for the past week. Don't know how to tell him without sounding crazy. Oh well.
Hope all my fellow wardies have good days <3 :D
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
Sorry I've not been around for a bit, and (once again) am sorry I'm not doing individuals. Bad April, bad... :(
I've sunk back into a pretty low depression again, for what reasons I've no idea. But it sucks. I don't want to do anything, I'm thinking too much, and I've cried about stuff before I fell asleep two nights in a row now. I hate it!!!! :'( It really, really bites, and I've no idea how I'm going to hold myself together when it comes to starting my job. I just hope that I don't spiral downwards super far again... :(
That's all. :-/
Ps. *cuddles everyone*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
I'm feeling okay thanks Taz *Hugs* Not too shaky , A bit anxious about transporting my stuff (Clothes, Meds Etc) to my parents , My Nurse apointment was cancelled so I just have to wait for my Dad to show up now , I hate waiting , Now I am meeting my Nurse next Monday , along with another nurse for bloods, check into the cyber cafe to find out when they want me next and the befriending lady It's going to be a mad day.
Phew . I'm sure you won't come over as crazy Taz :)
*Spots and hugs April* How are you?
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
See previous page, Mark, hehe. :) Posted a bit about how I was doing there, not good really at all. :( *huggles* Sounds like you'll have a crazy busy Monday, oof. Hopefully it goes smoothly though. And yey, I'm finally online when you are... that's lovely. :) Seems like lately I post after you've gone off to bed, if I post at all. :-S
Taz, why do you think you'd come off as crazy?? what is the "weird" feeling like? *cuddles*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
