if you really knew me youd know, i don't like people worrying about me.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
If you really knew me, you'd know I still sleep with a stuffed rabbit. But don't tell anyone, no one is meant to know. ;)
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
if you really knew me you'd know
if what's going to happen happens I'll be dead inside because it will kill my soul.
I've cried myself to sleep for the passed 2 months
I'm in constant emotional pain to the point where it's physical and there's only one person that makes that even remotely better
I don't think I deserve anything at all having to do with "help"
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
if you really knew me you'd know i'm on a collision course with a brick wall the otherside of next monday strapped to the front end of a semi-truck going 120mph in the wrong direction.
"i want you within my soul,
arms open wide i would swallow you whole.
We melt together,souls drift in the flames.
passion burning, and the skies ablaze.
Along such beauty and grace,and I am barely worth your presence, my fingertips graze your face.
You will be the one,I could never replace.
And two become one, We are one in the same."
if you really knew me you'd know
I'm sinking
and I don't have a life saver to pull myself out.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
if you really knew me youd know i never say directly what i mean and will use a poem or a story to mask what im feeling thinking, or wish to say to someone and just won't.
"i want you within my soul,
arms open wide i would swallow you whole.
We melt together,souls drift in the flames.
passion burning, and the skies ablaze.
Along such beauty and grace,and I am barely worth your presence, my fingertips graze your face.
You will be the one,I could never replace.
And two become one, We are one in the same."
^ I know that!! I know that!!!!! I also know that you say directly what you mean to me :p
if really knew me you'd know
I'm terrified to let the girl I love all the way in.....because...of certain pending events
I'm not wanting to lose another person I care about and it's not fair
this is the most suicidally depressed I've been since June 2009.
^it scares me...I know what I'm capable of...
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
if you really knew me youd know that I have dealt with so much death it is second nature to me now. If you really knew me you'd know I watched 8 people die. 2 in my arms and one in front of me.
If you truely knew me you'd know. I miss my twin brother more then anything.
"i want you within my soul,
arms open wide i would swallow you whole.
We melt together,souls drift in the flames.
passion burning, and the skies ablaze.
Along such beauty and grace,and I am barely worth your presence, my fingertips graze your face.
You will be the one,I could never replace.
And two become one, We are one in the same."
if you really knew me you'd know I'm only pretending to be fine..in reality, I'm so damn broken I don't even know what not being in emotional pain is like anymore
and that kills me. everyday.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
"i want you within my soul,
arms open wide i would swallow you whole.
We melt together,souls drift in the flames.
passion burning, and the skies ablaze.
Along such beauty and grace,and I am barely worth your presence, my fingertips graze your face.
You will be the one,I could never replace.
And two become one, We are one in the same."
^ you're personal perception is off love, I happen to think you're wonderful. -hugs-
if you really knew me you'd know......I don't know anymore
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
if you really knew me you'd know i let most things go over my head because its easier then dwelling on words i didnt want to hear.
"i want you within my soul,
arms open wide i would swallow you whole.
We melt together,souls drift in the flames.
passion burning, and the skies ablaze.
Along such beauty and grace,and I am barely worth your presence, my fingertips graze your face.
You will be the one,I could never replace.
And two become one, We are one in the same."
if you really knew me you'd know i was scared of the dark.
The glory is not in never failing, but in rising every time you fall. (chinese proverb)
We can cure physical disease with medicine but the only cure for loneliness, despair and hopelessness is love. There are many in the world who are dying for a piece of bread but there are many more dying for a little love.(mother teresa)
if you really knew me you'd know
I wish I was five again oh so much
because this big-girl -adult life thing is just too much to deal with right now.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
