Want to stay all evening but my new living room isn't bunny proofed and there is no way I can have my laptop plugged in without Reggie chewing through the wires :( and I have to put his needs before mine. So this will just be a brief post to say thank-you for the welcome backs etc and its been nice to see some familiar faces pop up today and I look forward to getting to know the new ones (to me) better too.
Nearly had a meltdown at the front door today just because someone was trying to get me to switch electric companies - which due to only just moving and sorting everything out just seemed too overwhelming. I'd also already had a BT engineer round, the police knocking at my door looking for the previous tennant who is wanted on drug dealing charges and I was waiting for someone to come and fit a new electric meter. So this poor salesperson was just one thing to many, but I feel awful saying no, like I'm a bad person for not listening to them and letting them convince me, but I think when I looked like I was about to cry and was holding my head in my hands, he realised he'd not got me at the best time and went away. My goodness, all I can think when I try and look on the positive side is that at least I'm not PMDD'in otherwise I may have hurt the man!
hmm, I think dinner and a fag may be in order before I'm on bunny duty....
"All battles in life serve to teach us something, even the battles we lose"
"There are moments in life when the only possible option is to lose control"
no individuals at the moment since the ward skipped 4 pages since I left last night (you were all busy on here :P)
Am doing alright. Got a lot of cleaning and organizing in my room done since I actually had energy. Only took one Q med this morning so that I could get stuff done. SI'ed last night pretty badly thought, felt crap about being an ass to my dad. Not really worrying about it right now though :)
*huggles everyone*
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
*Hugs Taz* I'm sorry you S.I'd Look after the wounds please ?:S
Just curious , whats a Q med? I've racked my brain and I can't think what it might mean ...........
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
I want to go to bed .
1. Because I'm tired.
2.Because I can't harm whilst asleep and I'm getting urges:(
But it's a bit early , I'm really supposed to consistantly take my Lithium at the same time every night and that time is 10pm but if I stay up that long I'm worried I'll harm , just a little , to take off the edge :S does that even make sense? Sorry.
Last edited by Doikers : 06-09-2010 at 08:43 PM.
Reason: typo
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
You make sense, Mark.
I don't know what time it is where you live, but is it going to hurt to take your Lithium early and go to bed?
Sorry... I'm kinda stupid with med issues.
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
