My doctor had put me on citliopram and they made me worse, snappy, didnt care how i spoke to people and then i didnt want to speak to people.
i went back to the gp and he has now changed them to matazapine, ive only been taking them 3 days. ( my 3rd day today)
I just dont see a light at the end of the tunnel.
Im constantly worrying about work and what they will think. I know that a few of the people there bitch about anything, so i highly doubt they havent said anything about me being off. I just seem really worried about what everyone else is thinking, rather than concentrating on me and getting better.
Sorry to rant but, i feel if i tell anyone about how i feel. It will be a case of them saying youre being silly. who cares what they think? erm............me! i care! i care too much. i am constantly people pleasing and i dont think ill ever stop.
Will these tablets work anytime soon? because i feel ****!
Thanks.
