I'm so sick of drama...

[xcatalystx]

hey everyone!

i'm over 300 and something days free of cutting. And i am really proud of it. I've even been doing a lot better. Trying to change and get over it all. But youy know, it's hard tget through your past when people keep reminding you of it. How much you screwed up. how much you worried everyone. how much they care, and they'd be hurt if you started again. Even worse, is when all your friends, the people who are supposed to care and be there, are causing drama. People just need to chillll out. Drama causes stress. stress triggers a lot of people (like me) to cut. so, be honest, control yourself, and dont cause drama=less stress=less urges to cut. learn to let things go. grudges do nothing. drama is a waste of time and life.

sorry that turned a bit into a rant...just a bit frustrated. Anyone ever feel like this?

[lostdoll]

Yeah...well, I can understand anyway. *squishes you*

You're strong, you've been this long without SI which is fantastic. Don't let a few ninnies break you, because its not worth it. They should be thankful that you're recovering at all, and the next time they go on at you, leave the room/situation. Don't make yourself a target for their abuse, you don't need it. Do the best you can to stay out of those situations too. Or have a few words with people about how they are making you feel. Sometimes people need things spelled out to them.

You can do this though, you're doing so well, and you only have to come to RYL if you need to let off steam.
xo

[Whispering_Voices]

I tell my best mate everything I feel. Cos we trust each other really well. Any way, his brother heard and then started yelling it to all of his mates, I triggered and smashed the crap out of him, then started cutting again.

If drama starts happening, get out of the scene, quick, so people don't start centeroing on you.
Much Hugs
xx

[I must be dreaming]

I'm going through a lot of retarded drama stuff right now..so..yes..I know what you mean..it's very upsetting/frustrating..