Triggering (SI/Suicide) - my only real father has died

[isabella1411]

out of the three dad's ive had he was the only one who cared, the only person in my family who cared about me,,, all of me including my SI and now he is dead and my family hates me, my mom wants me to move out and my sisters hate me and my aunt pushed me away like i am a psyc patient.

im tired of trying an trying and it going unnoticed.

ive been semi-clean for a week now... i feel like im going over a cliff...fast.!

HEEEEELLLLLLPPPPP!!!!

[Petite Souris]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't begin to understand what that must feel like.
Do you have anyone that you can talk to, a friend? Could you maybe try to talk to your mum and explain how you feel?

Hold on to that cliff, I'm sure your dad would not have wanted you to do anything to hurt yourself. Be strong, you can get through this. If not for yourself, do it for your dad.

I hope you'll be okay,

Alla xxx.

[Porcelain Child]

I am really sorry for your loss.. I can imagine what you are going through, and you have million of thoughts and feelings racing around your mind right now.. Have you got anyone like a professional you can talk too.. I am sorry your family are not very supportive of you and do not understand.. Have you tried writing a letter about your feelings and thoughts to them.. Well done for being a week free :D

[Isoverity]

condolences