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Old 02-08-2010, 03:08 PM   #1
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on saturday i overdosed on heroin and when i woke up in the morning, my leg hurt so much that i couldn't walk. now i can barely step it down. i went to the hospital and did xrays and stuff, but they told me that nothings wrong with my leg. i don't know what to do. will i ever be able to walk again?

i feel so low, because i had sex with a stranger so that he would give me my dose for free. im feeling awful. i don't know what to do. please i need help.



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Old 02-08-2010, 07:51 PM   #2
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you'll walk again, might of just been really num or something. i knw u've prolly heard this before, but u need to get some sorta professional help. whether its rehab, NA, a therapist or something (sorry if i sound mean or nasty). i knw where ur at cuz, i used to do coke and pills like it was goin out of style.
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Old 02-08-2010, 07:58 PM   #3
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Hey.. Sounds like your having a little bit of a rough time?
I hope things work out for you..

I cant offer any advice or support over the overdose as ive only ever OD'ed on perscription meds. As for the sex with a stranger, do you know if you used protection? It might be useful thinking aboout STD's or preganancy?

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Old 03-08-2010, 05:58 AM   #4
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Oh Irene :( I'm so sorry things are this bad for you right now, please do seek out some sort of professional support to help you with what you're going through and the reasons behind the drug use, and to help you reduce the usage as overdosing is so dangerous.

Please get some help and support for this. Maybe make an appointment with your doctor? That way you can discuss the heroin as well as risk of STIs and the issue with your leg as well.

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Old 03-08-2010, 09:02 AM   #5
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we used protection,so there are no risks of pregrancy. my leg is a bit better, i can walk but need help for that. i go to NA, but its not enough, but since i have BPD, doctors tell me that the drugs are from that and that with my therapy it will go away.



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Old 03-08-2010, 09:06 AM   #6
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Are you having therapy for the BPD? It sounds like you might needs some more support right now, even in the way of more frequent sessions or suchlike.

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Old 04-08-2010, 10:17 AM   #7
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yeah i m having therapy for BPD.



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Old 04-08-2010, 11:03 AM   #8
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How many NA meetings do you go to a week? Do you have a sponsor?



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Old 04-08-2010, 09:15 PM   #9
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i go every day. yeah i got a sponsor.



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