The Safe Room

[Kitkat :)]

She sure does. The amount of times I have ended up feeling like absolute rubbish because I've spent too long thinking...

[Bronze Moth]

i think too much thinking has usually been my problem and is definitely bad for my mental health

quietened down a bit now anyway, as has work. too many people, too much noise yesterday, too much having to do everything NOW!! everything is much quieter today

was looking at old photos looking for, i dont know, proof, evidence. a haunted look. something. some visible change in me. but nothing. i guess i covered up too well or buried those uncomfortable memories too deep for them to be visible. how would it ever occur to a child that one day she'd want to know, would pour over faded polaroids, christmasses and birthdays, days out, searching for confirmation.

*sigh*

looks like i need to do some nice distracting work.

[whirlpools]

*Sits*.

[whirlpools]

*Bounces a little ball on the floor*. I don't want to think. Or feel. Or remember.

[whirlpools]

Can't breathe.

[hidingme]

it bes ok dispeer. jus breef an tak deep brefs.. you bes ok..

Sarah

[livvie]

*sits in a corner and cries*

[Kitkat :)]

What's up Livvie? How was the move?

*offers safe hugs*

[livvie]

*accepts hugs* thanks

its ok now it was nothing i was just being silly
the move went ok thanks

[Kitkat :)]

As long as you're okay (:

Ahh that's good, glad to hear it (:

[livvie]

i will be ok i guess

are you ok?

[Kitkat :)]

I'm okay thanks (:

[livvie]

*sits in the corner kicking the wall* i cannot do this, i cannot do this anymore it hurts to much

[Kitkat :)]

*sits next to you*

Are you okay? What's happened?

*gets a plate of a cookies and offers you one*

[whirlpools]

*Makes everyone a cup of hot, sweet tea".

Umm so. Guess I just had some kind of flashback. Feel stuck in the darkness. I need to run away and hide somewhere. Literally.

[Kitkat :)]

Sorry to hear that.

I'm suddenly feeling really hopeless. And I actually don't know why. I cannot pinpoint it to anything.

[Kitkat :)]

I'm having trouble feeling safe anywhere. Just, everything, everywhere imposes danger to me.
But I feel remotely safe at my friend's house. Which is why I spend so much time there.

[Cherry Tree]

*sits and rocks*
I don't feel good. I don't feel well or safe. I don't like it.

[Kitkat :)]

*sits next to you*

I don't feel well either.

[livvie]

*finds a place to hide*