*hugs Hels*
I'm really sorry people are being bullies, you certainly don't deserve it and are much better than them, they are just immature idiots.
I'm sorry your feeling so low, have you got some stuff you can do to distract yourself from those thoughts?
*hugs Mark* I hate thos sort of questions I never know what to put.
*hugs jess* I'm lonely and stressed. my grandma fell over the other day and broke her hip, she needs an operation asap, but atm her blood pressure is way too high. Also my cousins and aunt and uncle are coming down, to see my grandma, I'm not out to them, or to my grandma, who apparently keeps going on about her 4 grand daughters, grrrrrrr. also uni sent me a letter saying i need to retake an exam and I need to pay for referred essays, which were referred for medical reasons.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*Hugs Oliver* I can see why seeing your relatives and grandma would be a problem for you , I hope that it goes well for you and also that your grandma gets her op soon :)
Also Helen I HATE Bullies , I'm really sorry you are having trouble with them , I was bullied from year 7 to when I was 18 -19 and on and off since andam struggling with life as a result . The best thing for you to do is to ignore them , rise above it and they will lose intrest (if thats what you call it) pretty quickly .Don't respond to being bullied , I hope that helps :)
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Hey guys. I wasn't here last night, was at a sleepover so sorry for lack of individual replies, but there's been four pages since.
Hugs to anyone who needs them though. :)
Just one thing.
April- maybe stop watching that show for awhile?? just a thought<< Lol, good advice. I thought of that, perhaps you make a good point, it's just plain freaking me out now. Shouldn't be getting to me like it is though. Things go round and round in my head and I can't sleep. I get a horrible feeling in my stomach whenever I think of it which doesn't help. I was watching it with a friend last night and I ran out. Told her I was looking for my phone. Anyway...how are you doing?
*hugs Helen* If you need to talk you can send me a PM. Can't promise I'll be much help but I'm happy to listen if you need it.
*hugs Jess* Thank you sweetheart, it's much appericated.
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*hugs Hels*
I'm really sorry people are being bullies, you certainly don't deserve it and are much better than them, they are just immature idiots.
I'm sorry your feeling so low, have you got some stuff you can do to distract yourself from those thoughts?
*hugs Oliver* Thank you aswell. You're right, they are just immature idiots. I know I've reacted sometimes & shouldn't have, but they will not give it a rest. The thoughts, not really, but going out in a few minutes & then seeing my Dad tonight, so that'll help keep me safe I guess :/ Hope your grandma is able to have her operation soon.
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Also Helen I HATE Bullies , I'm really sorry you are having trouble with them , I was bullied from year 7 to when I was 18 -19 and on and off since andam struggling with life as a result . The best thing for you to do is to ignore them , rise above it and they will lose intrest (if thats what you call it) pretty quickly .Don't respond to being bullied , I hope that helps :)
I hate them too, I've been bullied on/off most of my life now. Feel like I should be used to it by now >_> I'm sorry you've been bullied so much. I try to ignore them and most of the time I can, but sometimes it gets too much and I react, which makes it worse. I know all they want is reactions. Thank you Mark :)
*sighs* I should finish getting ready but can't be bothered.
Things are ......well I don't truely know , I'm numb , still , yet slightly freaked out about not being able to anwer my nurses homework hmmmm.
Did you enjoy your sleepover?
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I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*Hugs Oliver* I know the feeling. Been home a hour mind and haven't been shouted at once. New record.
Night Jess. Sweet dreams.
The sleepover was good thanks Mark and Oliver. 'Cept for running out on the poor girl, but I told her I was searching for my phone, so she didn't wonder.
Does anyone know how to delete threads on here? People have found me and I need a new identity. I might just create a new account.
Wow, lots of replies since I last posted, guess that's a good thing, ey? :)
To answer all of those who asked - I'm okay. I guess. Still feeling sensitive emotionally, which really bites, but oh well. :( My bestie didn't help any by implying that it's going to take awhile for me to get in shape yesterday... I know she didn't mean anything by it really, but it hurt. :( That's what I mean by being "emotionally sensitive," just little things that I normally would laugh off hurt. And I'm not sure why. :'(
I really don't know what else to say... :-S
*cuddles all*
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All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Guys, yo. It's me, Lia. I changed my account 'cos I had been found by some 'friends' and no longer felt safe. Just gonna tell you lot here, not broadcasting it to the world. Just so you lot know.
*waves* hello, ashley. i'm crimson.
*cuddles lia* i know how that goes... had a close call with being found a bit back...
*hugs everyone*
*hides*
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"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
hey guys, just thought i would give a bit of an update...
well i saw my support worker today, and tried to explain to her that my new cpn didnt really listen to me when i was trying to her how bad i was feeling, and she didnt even really listen either... do they know how hard it is to say "help me"? so feeling like nobody cared i kinda slipped up... had to go to minor injuries, and they dressed my wounds, and after what happened yesterday, said the just wanted to check my general obs. my pulse is still racing, blood pressure a bit better, but still slightly low, but my blood sugar was through the roof, nearly didn't read!!! but they just sent me home, as if everything was fine, why do all these "caring" professionals not give one??? if i'm mentally unwell they dont care, if i'm physically unwell, they dont care.
hope everyone is ok, quite a lot gone on since my last post, but keep strong people *hugs all around*
steph xx
Tears dry, hurt doesn't. Life is for living, don't waste it. Hurt fades.
if you dont stand for something, you'll fall for everything
while there's life, there's hope
life is a great canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can...
Well damn.
Go figure on the day I just have no motivation at all and debated ignoring my alarm and staying home Kath wants to help me get stuff caught up... No can't decide to help on a day I'm not able to be in my office. Can't help on a day I'm working my butt off. Can't help when I have a ton of files to pull rather than just files to shelve... Nope she wants to help when I'm down to the stuff to be shelved. *cries* *puts on productive and happy mask* I'm okay... *smiles* see?
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
*hugs to everyone*
I'm sorry you got found out, Lia... I hate it when that happens.
Crimson, *hugs* I'm sorry everything is so rough today.
Nothing is really important with me today. I want to buy a new TWLOHA shirt... but I can't seem to justify buying another one. I told myself I could get one when I was a month SI free... made it to 25 days, ordered the shirt... then screwed up. I don't know, it's relatively unimportant.
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
