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18-07-2010, 12:23 AM
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Irene
Join Date: Oct 2007
Location: Greece
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Triggering (SI/Substance abuse) - im struggling.
I know i don't come here often, but i get triggered easily, so i get in only when i really need help.
Im still on drugs and i go to NA meetings but i don't think they help much, because i still want to take heroin and cocaine. The cravings are huge. im 4 days clean, but its the only thought i have and i cry every day since then. i want to use again, because my head tells me that i haven't been using for long enough and that i need it.
my mum found my stuff and she threw them away and i got mad and i tried to kill myself, with no success of course. now she tells me she will kick me out if i take heroin again.
i feel so addicted, that i will never stay sober. i don't know what to do. i want any drug to make me feel better.
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My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
pm me anytime
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18-07-2010, 01:54 PM
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Clear Eyes. Full Hearts. Can't Lose.
Join Date: Jan 2009
Location: Manchester
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Hi.
I just wanted to offer my support and hugs. Well done for being 4 days clean that is such a good acheivement and you should be so proud.
As hard as it is...you need to try and ignore what your head is telling you. You do not NEED the drugs sweet, you CAN live without them.
I am also so very sorry to hear about your attempt on your life.
Please feel free to PM me if you need to.
xo
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"And just like the movies, we play out our last scene. You won't cry, I won't scream." "There's just chaos, and violence, and random unpredictable evil that comes out of no where. && rips you to shreads." <3RYL House<3
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19-07-2010, 02:27 AM
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Join Date: May 2010
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I understand how you feel completely... Just know that each day gets a little bit easier as it goes... if you stay strong you can make it
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I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons.
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19-07-2010, 02:30 AM
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Fight for another day
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First of 4 days is amazing, it shows you can do this. Can you let someone from NA know that your really struggling right now so they can give you a bit of extra support? Hold on there hun, you can do this
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"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
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29-07-2010, 07:49 AM
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Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: London
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For me, each day gets harder. Realisation that I upset the family, friends & stuff, makes me cringe. So, what do I do? Hit the drink. I never learn, hope you do.
Be strong, Im not.
Thinking of you girl.
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30-07-2010, 07:55 AM
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Irene
Join Date: Oct 2007
Location: Greece
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i used cocaine yesterday after being 16 days clean...im sad i ruined what i had achieved.
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My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
pm me anytime
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31-07-2010, 12:56 AM
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Join Date: Apr 2010
Location: Grove City, OH
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4 days is defently a start! just stick to ur guns, i knw its really hard. but like the people above said, each day it get a lil easier.
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