"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
Angel, I'll be here all day, just call me when you find out what's going on, it'll be okay, I promise you, I'll makeit okay, you can get through this, it's okay.
Remember to breathe, try to relax, keep yourself calm. It's gonna be okay. Just stay strong for me & everyone who cares about you if not for yourself baby, okay? You can get through this.
*holds you gently & kisses you softly*
You're my world, my everything.
I know you will be free one day.
You deserve all the help in the world, all the happiness in the world, freedom, a LIFE.
& It can happen.
I'll do everything & more to make it happen beautiful.
I love you so so so much. xxxxxxxxxxxxx
If your phoning or seeing someone for the 'result' of this latest discussion, make sure you work though how you feel with them. They are there to support you, whatever the decision is at this point.
And remember whatever they say, you're gonna fight regardless!
I'll be thinking about you.
Helen I really hope you get funding. I care about you so much and I don't want you to die. You deserve to live and to be happy. Imagine how you'll feel without Bulimia dragging you down, hun.
Ily xx
"How can I be a gynecologist? I can barely look a woman in the eye!"
♥
Thinking of you. Hope you get the news you want soon. *hugs*
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted
When you dont want to feel, death seems like a dream. ~ Girl Interrupted
I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom
i'm tired of chasing my dreams. i'm just gonna ask where they're going, and hook up with them later.
I'm hoping she will call today... I called twice yesterday but she was in a meeting. See, she's the lead CPN/Nurse of the whole centre, so she's really busy
Hel's CPN just called & she said they're speaking to the ED team & the director of funding & her CPN will let her know on the decision, they're still deciding & haven't made a decision yet. She may find out today, or within the next few days, not sure.
I love you angel, I promise it'll be okay. Be strong for me.
Lovelovelove.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Waiting is horrible. And it isn't even my funding!
Hope you get to hear soon.
I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom
i'm tired of chasing my dreams. i'm just gonna ask where they're going, and hook up with them later.
