Glad you had a good day Anna!
I love doing nothing with people to haha! Always funn timess :)
&& I'm good :) This weather ups my mood a little && train tickets for going to Holyhead next week are booked :D :D
Sorry Emma :(
&& Zed....I'm jealous!!
"And just like the movies, we play out our last scene. You won't cry, I won't scream."
"There's just chaos, and violence, and random unpredictable evil that comes out of no where. && rips you to shreads."
Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live.
I hope it's not too awkward and hope things will be ok Cath <3
So he came round and said that I needed to promise him I would 'seek treatment for my manic depression [I have been for 12 yrs and am currently dx stable], that's all he had to say' and walked off. How insulting. Nice way to deal with me ditching him, lay all the reasons on me.
Do I really seem that much of an unstable person?
TBH it was his violent personality (not towards me thankfully) and drug use I learnt of which were the issues.
Any reassurance? Then I'm gonna shut up about it. He doesn't deserve the air time.
Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do you want?
So he came round and said that I needed to promise him I would 'seek treatment for my manic depression [I have been for 12 yrs and am currently dx stable], that's all he had to say' and walked off. How insulting. Nice way to deal with me ditching him, lay all the reasons on me.
Do I really seem that much of an unstable person?
TBH it was his violent personality (not towards me thankfully) and drug use I learnt of which were the issues.
Any reassurance? Then I'm gonna shut up about it. He doesn't deserve the air time.
That was totally uncalled for. Sounds like he's maybe being petty or is bitter, you're right, he doesn't deserve the time.
And no, I don't think you come across as 'unstable' at all. *hugs*
I'm going to get off because my computer's being stu[idly annoying and I might actually end up throwing it out the window >.<
Bye guys *wabes*
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
I am probably being rude and butting in so I apologise, though I will say I agree, without knowing much about things of course, that what he said was very harsh and thoughtless and is totally unfair on you. I hope you are taking care and we are all here for you Cath
~ 'Paint the skyscrapers with huge totem faces and goblin tikis, and every evening what's left of mankind will retreat to empty zoos and lock itself in cages as protection against the bears and big cats and wolves that pace and watch us from outside the cage bars at night'- Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club
~ We'll float around, hang out on clouds, then we'll come down and have a hangover... ~ Feel free to PM ^.^
I am probably being rude and butting in so I apologise, though I will say I agree, without knowing much about things of course, that what he said was very harsh and thoughtless and is totally unfair on you. I hope you are taking care and we are all here for you Cath
You're not butting it at all Tom. Thank you for understanding, <3
Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do you want?
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
Haha that is actually epic Adam, clouds make such strange reflections of our world sometimes, especially when you are on a plane you think you are going mad.
~ 'Paint the skyscrapers with huge totem faces and goblin tikis, and every evening what's left of mankind will retreat to empty zoos and lock itself in cages as protection against the bears and big cats and wolves that pace and watch us from outside the cage bars at night'- Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club
~ We'll float around, hang out on clouds, then we'll come down and have a hangover... ~ Feel free to PM ^.^