1. I had a stuffed bunny when I was younger that had rainbow ears and feet and since then I've been really into rainbow things
2. I'm a "baby lesbian" only been out 2 years and only been to one pridefest.
3. I'm a tomboy more then anything else
4. I learn something new every day because I'm with someone who read the encyclopedia for fun when she was in school
5. my parents think I'm stupid because I dumb myself down in regular company, but in reality I'm really smart
6. I call my absolute best friend my twin sister..becasue we look alike and act so much alike it's scary
7. I hate the sun
8. I never knew how to smile without faking it until I learned last year
9. without my girlfriend, my twin and RYL I would either be dead or completely noncommunicational {mute}
10. I'm smaller and more peteite then my 15 year old sister who can kick my arse
11. I have a facination with England and everythnig in it
12. I taught myself German and some Latin, German when I was 13 and my dad would ask me questions in German and I had to respond in kind without the use of a translating dictionary, Latin in 9th grade.
13. I play my guitar left handed {back wards and upside down for rightys}
14. I love to learn random facts
15. wolves and black lepords are my favorite animals
16. I've wanted a horse and a siberian husky pup since I was 11
17. I'm a massive gamer
18. I know every Nirvana song by heart
19. I was supposed to be born on my mom's birthday, but instead I was born on the day that's only mothers day every 7 years
20. my sister and I are only 5 years and 3 weeks apart
21. I'm the oldest in my relationship by 3 months :p but she's smarter then me.
22. I was the only one in my psyche class that actually participated in class discussions when I was in high school
23. I can't stand the number 23, it makes me ill.
24. I have a weird facination with abandoned haunted buildings, moreso abandoned and haunted mental hospitals because I want to know about the history.
25. I'm easily scared
26. I'm not close to either parent and usually will say I have none
27. I'm really protective over anyone that I care about
28. I sleep with the radio on or my t.v otherwise I can't sleep
29. next halloween with me mine and my girls one year <3
30. I know the layout of every single grave yard in the state of Indiana because I've been to all of them.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
1. I have a fear of going in lifts (elevators?) but some are okay for some reason. Glass ones and the ones at college are allowed but others are generally not. Especially not at covent garden tube station. I took the stairs until I remembered to walk from Leicester Square.
2. I never finished my A levels and to this day I feel it makes me inferior even though I am going back to college in september.
3. I've never had a proper job and I'm nearly 21.
4. Because of my anxiety I generally can't meet people on a 1:1 basis (with the exception of my key worker) I have to meet with at least 2 people at one time so they can talk with each other if I run out of things to say.
5. I was born three months prematurely.
6. The first gig I went to was evanescence in 2004.
7. I've wanted to go to download festival for years and I've never had anyone to go with and this makes me feel sad and lonely.
8. I still dont like it when my mum goes away all night.
9. I've needed glasses since I was about ten and only in the last month have I started to wear them properly.
10. I'm scared of flying and on the way to Florida I seriously thought we were going to crash because the turbulence was so bad.
11. I want to go to New York and travel around America but the length of the flight is stopping me.
12. I have a magic pair of jeans from topshop that I've had for about five years and they fit me no matter what clothes size I am.
13. I get obsessed over things and want to know everything about it and buy everything related to it and then move on to another thing.
14. I think I am addicted to shopping.
15. I have a single bed with a double duvet.
16. I hand make greetings cards.
17. I love getting nice PMs but I hardly get any which makes me sad.
18. I hated big brother all along until I watched this series for the first time and I love it and wish I had watched the others.
19. I love Derren Brown but was too scared to see his show as I thought he might pick me to go up on stage and do weird things to me.
20. I love putting on loads of eyeliner and heavy eyeshadow combined with my piercings and the spike in my ear to look scary to old people even though I am actually very nice and caring.
Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back, everything is different…
you once called your brain a hard drive, well say hello to the virus.
I used to be terrified of escalators. I still have a little fear. My parents used to force me on them when I was younger, now it has cured my fear... nearly ;)
1. I currently have my fingernails painted red.
2. I find my own company very boring, but often struggle to be around people.
3. I like to name inanimate objects.
4. My favourite possessions are my ukuleles, named Jaeda and Jericho.
5. The one thing I am confident drawing are ears.
6. I was born deaf, and still struggle with periods of impaired hearing.
7. My birthday is April Fool's, and I've always been mocked for it.
8. I'm one of those crazy lesbian aunt's who takes too many photos and teaches the kids bad habits that every family needs in modern day society.
9. I pretty much have a physically dependancy on Vimto.
10. I own every book ever published by Meg Cabot & have a personalised signed copy of The Princess Diaries.
11. My feet look huge from the angle I'm sitting at.
12. I never used to let anyone give me a nickname, but over the past year or so I've gained ones that I really love.
13. I have a bump on my head from an accident when I was 3 that's never healed.
14. Sometimes I forget I have a tattoo and freak out in the shower before I remember that it's supposed to be there.
15. I'm playing Titania, queen of the fairies, in a Midsummer Night's Dream in the summer, and am chuffed about this xD
16. I can recite most of 'Five Run Away Together' by Enid Blyton by heart. It's one of my favourite books ever.
17. My favourite ever song is Everything In Time (recorded in London) by No Doubt.
18. Ever since I studied Tutankahmun in year 3, I've wanted to work in the Valley of the Kings in Egypt. That project gave me my passion for archaeology.
19. If I could only do one thing for the rest of my life, it would be to paint.
20. I'm a beast with flat-pack furniture.
21. I really love being on a train. I don't usually care where to or who with, but I love travelling on a train. But only backwards - going forwards makes me feel weird.
22. As a child, on my piece of paper for the 'When I grow up I want to be...' activity, I wrote that I wanted to be a horse.
23. I once got refused a job at Subway because I had too many GCSE's.
24. My favourite poets are W.H.Auden, Pam Ayres & A.A.Milne.
25. I used to go crazy for the Goosebumps books where you chose your own stories/endings. They were amazing.
26. My favourite food without a doubt is Mac & Cheese.
27. I think my Nana is the most beautiful person in the world.
28. One day, despite my severe allergy to fur, I will have a Daschund.
29. If I concentrate too hard when I'm walking, I develop an intense fear of falling over, to the point where I'm in tears.
30. My favourite ever film is Disney's 'The Parent Trap.'
31. My perfect partner would be Bellatrix Lestrange. Many people find this worrying.
32. I once scored 11 goals in a 7 minute game of netball in a tournament.
33. I want a baby hippo a lot at the moment.
34. I am surprised I've gotten this many things written down.
35. I can wiggle my ears.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
1. i have a toy reindeer called adolf. hes the anti-rudolf
2. i'm bisexual but i havent been to a gaypride yet
3. i love powerade. but only the blue one.
4. i dont think before i speak
5. i think badly about it later
6. i love alot of music but year after year i go back to greenday.
7. i have 28 playlists on my ipod depending on my mood.
8. i cross refernce them to ensure a song doesnt go on more than one.
9. i wish i could give up facebook but i cant :)
10. i wanted to at least reach 10 :) achieved
1. my favourite film is zombieland
2. i have a weird obsession with Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy being together
3. when i was little and i had to do that sheet thing about what i wanted to be i put i wanted to be a haystack. I kept that dream until i was 11. then i wanted to be a vampire
4. i still do.
5. i <3 Bellatrix Lestrange
6. ive never had a nickname, but ive always wanted one.
7. i see people facts up there ^^ and see lots i wish i had written. but now they are already there i see no point ^_^
1. I have a strong fear of bugs. When i walk into rooms in my/other people's house. I have to scan the walls for bugs.
2. Sometimes (this sounds really stupid...)but i can sense when a bug is in the room. I get a bad feeling, and normally when i scan around i find a spider or something.
3. I like buying notebooks...i think they are pretty for some reason.
4. I was a twin, but it died in the womb so i never met them
5. I became obsessed with greek mythology after reading the Percy Jackson series a few years ago. I could give lectures to you from the research i got :P
6. I listen to music for lyrics only. The songs i have on my ipod...i must know they words or the majority of them.
7. If i alter volumes on the tv, it must be on the 5 times table that iit rests on. It must be 25 or 30 and not in between.
8. I love watching Phineas and Ferb, and Spongebob and Zack and Cody!
9. I love collecting quotes from tv, internet sites and books and writing them own in my own little book.
10. I'm terrified of the future. At first i thought it was because i did not know what i wanted to do, but now i have more of an idea of what to do with my life i am still scared. I dont want things to change, i dont want to move away from my boyfriend...i don't want to venture out in the big world at all. I feel unready.
11. I don't like bacon.
12. I want to move away for Greece for 2 years later in life.
13. I am extremely stubborn lol.
14. On a normal school night my bed time is around 2am which i can perfectly live on for a long while until i need an extra 2 hours to replenish.
15. I still sleep with my teddies. I have to at the head of my bed and 1 i like to cuddle up to one as welll.
1. I think Otters are the most adorable invention on the planet.
2. I am only okay when I am high.
3. I have a big fluffy cat named Butter Lumps
4. Rainbow is my favourite colour
5. I inexplicably spell some things the British way and others the American way.
6. I have absolutely no motivation to do anything with my life career wise.
7. I think peoples imperfections are sexy
8. I think Micheal Bay is ruining the film industry
9. I believe more in conspiracy theory's then I believe the government.
10. I will be voting for Ron Paul in 2012.
11. I have not made is through a single day sober in nearly 3 years.
I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons.
1. I am scared of gold jewellery hate it being on me.
2. I hate my feet being touched.
3. I love macaroni cheese.
4. My thumbs are different shapes and sizes.
5. I have 8 tattoos and 8 piercings.
6. Im a lesbian and have never been to a gaypride.
7. I have a yorkshire terrier called archie.
8. I have a tiny crush on sarah jane potts.
9. I can run 3 miles on the wii in 20 minutes
10. I hate the smell of sun cream
1. I do not have a penis. :D
2. I've grown up alot in the past year.
3. I talk to my cats like they are people. ;P
4. I love coloured leoprint. But not normal coloured leopard print.
5. I religiously watch Big Brother.
6. I like stars.
7. I take far too many pictures.
8. I'm teaching myself German, & I'm not 100% sure why.
9. I can't keep my room tidy for more that 3 days. I've tried. It's impossible.
10. I spend far to much money going to gigs & on merchandise.
11. I love to travel.
12. My best friends are complete and utter weirdos but I love them.
13. Even thought I hate her for it, I'm glad what my mum did in 2006. Although, I've never told anyone I think that.
14. I still sleep with a toy dog my uncle gave me 18 years ago, when I was two. But I don't speak to him any more.
15. I have no idea what to do as a career. I'm just living each day as it comes.
16. I think far too much.
17. In my head, I come up with situations that will never happen in reality. But I like to think they will.
18. Even if I'm surrounded by a thousand people, I still feel incredibly lonely.
19. I get far too attached to objects and people.
20. I don't like to throw things away. I like to keep things, even reciepts, as memories.
21. Once I find a band I like, I become obsessed.
22. I can't go a day without listening to music.
23. When turning the TV volume up or down, the number has to end in a 5 or a 0.
24. My favourite number is 44 & I don't know why.
25. Over the past year and a half, I've become alot more "girly". I don't know why.
26. I want to leave my mark on this world, but I have no idea how to go about it.
27. I want to be known for doing something positive with my life.
28. I like candles. Epescially Yankee Candles.
29. My dad owes me over £45.
30. I can never decide on a hair style.
31. I've had too many hair colours & now my hair is pratically dead.
32. My favourite hair colour I've had is florescent pink.
33. My music taste is really varied.
34. I hate Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus, Metro Station & Justin Beiber. & I will have arguments about them and 98% of the time. I will win.
35. I have an unhealthy addication to tea.
DILLIGAF
"it’s when you’re acting selflessly, that you are at your bravest"
- Four.
♥
1 I have a slight obsession with Emilie Autumn and Amanda Palmer from The Dresden Dolls
2. I'm currently on the phone with my girlfriend as I type this
3. I woke up to my dad calling me.
4. I move in a month
5. I happen to think that my normal speaking voice is slightly manly and that my girlfriend is more femme speaking then I am.
6. I will never wear a skirt unless I'm modeling
7. my sister made me a rainbow bracelet the other day and I haven't taken it off at all.
8. I make wishes still on 11:11
9. I still believe that unicorns and peguses are real
10. I have two piercings and two tattoo's and want more.
11. I live in the "sunshine state" and I hate it
12. I'm really pale to the point of almost being unhealthy
13. I dye my hair every other couple of months because I hate my natural hair color
14. I want my lip and my tongue pierced
15. I had a fauxhawk when I was in the 8th grade and I'm slowing getting my hair that short again.
16. I like psychologically based movies
17. most horror movies irritate me
18. the guitar and violin are my two favorite instruments
19. my grandma taught me to play piano when I was little but now I can't play it
20 I love black and white photography
21. I can't decipher between red and yellow to pink color shades because I have a color blindness that only affects some people
22. I have an excellent sense of hearing and dog whistles hurt my ears
23. most people bug me upon meeting them face to face
24. people call me by my nickname so much it makes me feel weird when they use my given name.
25. I get told I'm really serious and don't know how to have fun, but in reality I have to be really comfortable around people to be able to fully "have fun"
26. I like to learn about people, about everything in their life.
27. I can tell what type of mood someone is in by their tone of voice no matter how well they try to hide it.
28. I have a rib cage facination...it's gotten me a lot of strange looks
29. I've had two sets of ribs broken and my shoulder popped out of place and my elbow fractured both from my childhood and an ex..
30. I want "running paint" rainbow tattoo's on my hips
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
*I'm allergic to strawberries.
*My mother is one of my least favorite people on earth
*Nothing makes me more mad then when people sacrifice safety for a few bucks
*I'm scared to open my front door at my house. At college, I'm fine.
*All guys scare me at least a little bit
*I think most touching is awkward, exept when drunken. I love drinking. haha.
"In- in return?" Snape gaped at Dumbledore, and Harry expected him to protest, but after a long moment he said, "Anything."
I'm a crow chasing a butterfly.
I must become a lion-hearted girl, ready for a fight.
1.I can't concentrate when there's music on in the background. 2.Despite this, I always put music on whenever I'm about to start something (type something up/read an article online.) 3. I still have my Download festival wristband on from last week, and had my Sonisphere one from last year on for about 6 months before I took it off. 4.I like to watch tv and movies with the subtitles on, even though my hearing is fine. 5. I listen to way more male artists/bands than female ones. 6. I spend far too many nights like this- indoors on my own when I should be out having fun. 7. I hate being the first one to start a conversation on msn, and always wait for the other person to start the conversation- even if I really want to talk to them, I just get paranoid that they won't actually want to talk to me, and I'll feel like I'm pestering them. 8. I laugh when I'm nervous. 9. I get disappointed when my phone says I have a new unread text, and then it turns out to just be from my service provider about some crap offer. 10. I wish people would text me more, I like getting nice little messages for no reason. 11. I never have any credit in my phone. (Probably why people never bother texting me, ha) 12. I feel really self indulgent writing these things, like, what, do I expect people to actually read what I've wrote or even care? 13. I check facebook too much, despite knowing nothing ever happens on it 14. I think I've finally found a hair colour I actually like, after dying my hair for years and loads of different, hopefully I won't get sick of it. 15. I like sitting in the dark- despite not even being able to really see what I'm typing right now. It's peaceful sitting in a dim room. 16. I'm going to be an auntie in November, and one of my best friends is expecting then too, I worry I'm not going to be good with either baby. 17. I read far too much into the dreams I have when I'm asleep. To the point of actually changing my plans according to them. I put too much faith and worry into them. Then get upset when it doesn't go to plan. 18. I genuinely feel people would hate me if they knew what I was really like. 19. I over-analyse absolutely everything- to my detriment most of the time. 20. I like to try and use 'big' words sometimes, because it makes me feel smart, because I know I'm not really. 21. I'm scared of the future, I sometimes secretly wish things would mess up for me even more, so Iwouldn't have any reason to fight any more, and could just give up. 22. It's one of my ambitions to see Canada and America and travel all over the world. 23. I use quotes to express how I feel too much of the time. I think it's cause I can hide behind them, like, it wasn't me who originally said it, so it doesn't hold as much weight, so I can say it, without being too concerned about how people interperet it, if they find it negative I can just say 'Oh, it's just a quote, I don't really feel that ****ed up.' It's my way of letting people know I'm not quite alright without saying it directly. Same goes for song lyrics. (That doesn't make much sense, but I can't quite put it into the right words :s) 24. I'm getting concerned that this post is too long, and people will think I'm obnoxious for taking up space when I'm not an active poster, or very useful to the site. 25. I wish I could be more real and open around people, espcially friends, there's always a degree of reservation, I fear I'll say something stupid or offensive and piss them off. 26. I'd like nothing more than a quiet evening with a couple of close friends, just chilling and being in each others' company, maybe watch a movie so there wouldn't be any awkward silences. 27. I have the ability to find humour in a lot of situations that really don't warrant it. 28. People who can make me laugh are invaluable. 29. Hate it when people over rely on the use of smilies/emoticons on msn, and use 'lol' as a response, even though I can be guilty of this too. 30. Determined to get to number 35, hate leaving things half done. 31. I don't seem to be able to condense sentences, and start far too many sentences with 'I'. Self-centered much? haha 32. Too sensitive for my own good. 33. Want to accomplish (sp) something good. 34. Don't have spell check on this pc so I'm going to have to go through it a million times, no doubt I'll miss loads of things, but I like being thorough, and good spelling and grammer are something I like, even in texts, and online. 35. I feel much less bored after doing this, good distraction.
