It's all your fault.
It's your fault I cry when I look in the mirror.
It's your fault I feel like a disappointment to my boyfriend.
It's your fault I lack so much self confidence.
It's your fault that I'm always terrified, no matter where I go.
Life would be so much less complicated without you around. Why, then, are you still here?
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
I hate you so much. why wont you just leave me alone. You cant keep being here in my life you screw it all up, why do i keep coming back to you, please leave me alone, i need you to go away, i need you to go away, i need you to go away.
♥ .I'm going to fall like I don't need saving. ♥
...My smile's just the armour I built when I was alone...
There was some part of me that hurt so badly, that I wouldn't ever be able to forget it.
It faded but the memories could bring it back any second, keeping me in the moment.
It would never fully heal. I could never really be free. I could never really be fixed. Now I just have to work out how to live whilst being broken.
I feel like I'm dying.
I don't need you
and I hate taht I still want you.
you've ruined my life for ten years
you're the reason I feel not good enough for her
you're the cruelest captor I've had yet and why?
for what?
I want to be free of you...
but I don't
and I hate that I still want to curl up at your feet and beg for punishment.
I am not your slave...
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
You broke me down. I spent years getting away from you. Then you brought me back with promises of control and security. I'm done with you now, but you've got my best friend. I should have done more to protect her from you. Get out of my life and leave her the **** alone.
im tired of you, im tired of these stupid marks and scars on my arm that i have no idea if they are going to fade or become permanent. I just want you to go away, it was so stupid of me, i cant believe how much you screwed me up, which is all my fault.
♥ .I'm going to fall like I don't need saving. ♥
...My smile's just the armour I built when I was alone...
There was some part of me that hurt so badly, that I wouldn't ever be able to forget it.
It faded but the memories could bring it back any second, keeping me in the moment.
It would never fully heal. I could never really be free. I could never really be fixed. Now I just have to work out how to live whilst being broken.
I feel like I'm dying.
Leave me the f*** alone. I hate you i wish i had never met you. You have ruined my life, you've made me lie and hate myself. I want to kill you, even more than i want to kill myself. You can never possibly understand how much i hate you. But it is my fault for ever befriending you.
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
