Glad you got a bit of sleep, sorry that your struggling so much hun. I wish I could make it better for you. I am glad you have the support of the worker though. Hold on there hun. Thinking of you *hugs*
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Well spent over the last week in hospital they are only letting me out for short day release so I guess that is good. I can't wait to get home. Am now on medication that should help. I finally lost the plot officially last week. But am on the mend.
I now have to visit the hospital weekly till I get supported accomodation and I get to go back to work. YAY.
I feel better though and am not struggeling.
Thank you Crazykat. Reading that just made my day. *Offers hugs*
I don't understand what the treatment plan is. Sorry, not meaning to be an arse or anything, I just don't understand.
Is the short day release meaning that you go out of the hospital during the day but come back at night? Or the other way around? And with visiting the hospital weekly is that once a week or every week day or what? And the supported accommodation - like a group home for mentally ill patients?
Sorry, not meaning to be nosy. Just trying to make sense of what is happening to a friend. Glad that you are feeling a bit better though hun. Remember that we are always here, and believe it or not, we are always thinking of you. *blows kiss and sends warm wishes and hugs and squishes*
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
I know you probably don't have access to the internet - or not easily, but I wanted to send you our wishes that you are doing better and some nice warm *huggles*.
- Thinking of you always dear friend
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
Thank you both very much. *Huggles and squishies you both*
I have to visit the hospital to do the outpatient clinic to do thier programs on the week days. As for the day release it was just for a couple of hours during the day that gets extended over the weekend to build up a better chance of discharging without an over flow and relapse. As for the accomodation it is primarily for people with mental illness. All the residents are aged between 18 and 50. But they sort of set it up so that you are with people of the same or similar age group. It will also vary according to the support that you may require.
Funny thing though I made friends while I was sick so were are all nutty one way or another and can accept our diffrences easily. I did really miss ryl. Getting to the internet was really hard. I think I went through net withdrawals, hihiheee. I think it is funny.
Yay I am back and slowly getting back on track. Things are looking up and hopefully will have the necessities for winter soon. Am in a spot with that stuff am loosing weight drastically, don't know if it is good news or bad. Hope it is good. I am going through the system sloly. Find out in the next week if I get the new accomodation I need so bad.
It is good getting back to normal. I have missed things and have had an interesting black out recently. I can't figure out what happens when this occures. It is scary and I don't know what I have done or who I have done it to. I am trying to retrace my steps after work but have ended up empty handed. Wish this crap would stop. Get to see psyc soon joy that is going to be fun also get to meet my case manager. I am freaking out about the meeting am so nervous it is not funny. I hope to talk to some friends soon. Miss them soooooooo much. I just want to fly back and stay with them. But can't. "sigh" sorry about the vent.
Sooooooooo nervous soooooooo hyper not good mixture today. Oh well get to do some interesting art and learn new techniques with spray art. YAY. That is going to be good but am nervouse over the fact that I am probably the only non-graf preson in this group I is only just learning. Yikes, Bugger.
Some one out there shoot me please am totaly over these stupid mood swings.
Well the art group went well. I discovered that I can use a spray can better then a paint brush but still lack the capacity to write ledgiably (don't quote me on the spelling please it is really bad, need my dictionary again. Bugger family!)
Might have to see what I can get in the way of supplies and see if I can organise some new mediums to spray paint that are not public walls, never done it and don't wamt to start. Might get some high qolity canvas and see how the two mediums respond to each other hmmmmm experimentation interesting idea. I like!
I am and am sick of being sick. I am moving house on thurseday. I can't wait to get there I can sleep and get well sooner. My place has a lot of rules right down to the fact that even if you are sick you cannot go to bed during the day. And if you can't sleep at night it is a royal pain in the butt. Am having to sleep in random places across town just to try and recover from this stupid infection that is bordederin on nemonia. Bugger it.
Hiya, am nervouse I have to do a speach infront of just over a hundred people. And the Icing on the cake is that I will have my new home today. Yikes so dang nervous.
Sweetheart just wondering how things are going for you. Heard from my housemate that you had had a recent bad experience with a friend, so I wanted to offer you my support and love.
Always here for you sweetness and delight.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
I recently lost aa dear friend. And haven't dealt with it well. I held it together long enough to see her off. And then lost the plot. Again. So frustraiting. I don't seem to deal with stupid emotions. I am still sad and hurt and broken and her passing but it is just........ I can't even explain. I have missed people I care about and want to be closer to them.
But at the same time I am afraid to get anywhere near any one incase. Is this stupid or just another self defense mechanism? If it is it can take a hike!
I went to hospital under threat that if I didn't book myself in someone else would. Great! So I did and then my phione croaked it and now I can't contact the people I want to the most just when I get hone credit. Gee it knows when to die.
Well after a wierd messed uo few weeks I am finally going back to normal (normal for me anyway). I have a job interview in a few days so that will be interesting. Missing everyone like mad. Gee I really hope I get this job.
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