I want to talk to you so but I don't wanna make you feel like that again. I care about you so much it nearly broke my heart to see you like that last night. I'm sorry. I don't know that I can stop. I need your help :'(
The greatest hazard of all, losing one's self, can occur very quietly in the world, as if it were nothing at all
Why can't you just respect what I want for once??? I don't want to see your fucking movie, I don't want it on, I want to be fucking left alone. GOD WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING REALIZE THAT YOU STUPID BITCH I HATE YOU
"Death is not the greatest of evils; it is worse to want to die, and not be able to."- Sophocles
Please put your damn rutabagas in a bag. They mess up my counter.
// Don't make me feel guilty for doing this. You should be the ones who feel guilty for not noticing after 6 years.
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
that scared me...enough for my stomach to drop and my eyes to tear up
I can't lose anyone else
I'm glad that I stopped you more then you know but please...please don't
I'm not going to be able to do shit if you really want to do that...
and that would kill me
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
You've never said that to me. Never. I get that I'm not worth your concern. That's bad enough. But I'm not worth your contempt either? Seriously, sometimes disinterest hurts as much as spite.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
what would i do ? i'd run with you of course.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
i love you but i cant stand to hurt u .you asked me to stop cutting or you would hurt yourself aswell but i dont think i can stop anymore i hurt to must to let it go .you asked me out but i cant hurt u by have u hearing the things im told around school .i cant have u hurt i love u to much i wish u can forgive me
I don't want to be me anymore. I don't want to fucking be me. Please, just let me. You deserve better than me. Leave me.
I'm sorry for the person I am. I'm sorry that you love me, because I don't love me. This is just too much. I'm so angry. Everything feels so fucking overwhelming and I don't know how to talk to you about any of this.
I'm a fucking stupid bitch and you deserve better.
People in glass houses shouldn't throw stones, A. You have an ED. You've hurt yourself before. How can you be so judgemental? At least I'm not pretending. You hide behind that facade, with you perfect, pretend life. Lying to everyone.
How can you just tell him everything? They're my secrets. You're my sister. Doesn't that mean anything?
And I know you don't believe me, but I'm almost nine months clean. But I OD'd 4 months ago. And it was because of you.
I hope you're happy.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
