Hi J
Just looked up Aspiration for you as I wasn't sure. These are the definitions I found:
Quote:
1 a: audible breath that accompanies or comprises a speech sound b: the pronunciation or addition of an aspiration; also: the symbol of an aspiration 2: a drawing of something in, out, up, or through by or as if by suction: as a: the act of breathing and especially of breathing in b: the withdrawal of fluid or tissue from the body c: the taking of foreign matter into the lungs with the respiratory current 3 a: a strong desire to achieve something high or great b: an object of such desire
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Just got a lot on my mind, my mums in hosp and in intensive care, so yeah atm my heads all over the place...
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Thanks. My mums life support machine will be turned off tomorrow, reason for delay was because of organ donation, so well its what 3.25am now, I cant sleep and probs wont, I never made the chemist yesterday so no quetiapine tonight to try and get me to sleep, so really must ensure I make it there before 1pm, coz its a bank holiday weekend and I can't be without it until Tuesday, no quetiapine, means no sleep.
I don't know how I feel, at the moment I think I am in mainly a state of shock and nothing has actually kicked in yet, maybe it will tomoz when I guess its final and there is no going back, but even at the moment, I just keep thinkign what if, what if and praying that actually when I go there tomoz, everything will be fine.
*leaves hugs xxx*
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
*hugs Lindsay, Kat, Hollz, J. Greens*
*leaves hugs out for anyone coming by*
I can't concentrate on my chemistry, at all. My mind keeps taking off on me, and I have a midterm in 2 weeks. :(
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
I hated chemistry when I was at school, good luck with it.
Ugh lack of quetiapine, bloody 05.20 and no sleep, I may as well just get up ya know, as there is absolutely no point is there.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Thanks. Atm I am just deciding if I should get up or not, this is gonnae be a long day :(
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Thanks me too, I think I am going to go for a swim as soon as the swimming baths open, maybe give them an hour or that.
Good luck revising x
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Oh well thats it gone past 7 now, I can get up even though had no sleep, me thinks I will need an afternoon nap, 2 hours till i can get into the chemist...
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
