Triggering (SI/OD) - I just told my friend that i slipped up

[darlkill]

2 nights ago, i slipped up and took a OD, last night we were both drinking and she got soba and i continued to get drunk and i spurted out that i took a OD and she asked me when did i do it and it tried to get out of it but then i had to tell her, when

She responded now i understand but i dont think she does

I feel bad about it

[crazykat]

First of all do you need to get yourself checked out? ODing can be dangerous so please get checked out if you need to. Your friend may not exactly understand how you feel but it sounds like she wants to be there for you so don't feel bad about it. Maybe she could be a useful support for you to turn to next time you are feeling so bad. What's going on hun? What made you feel so bad you felt you needed to OD? Take care
Kat xxx

[darlkill]

I feel fine Just some stuff that my parents dont understand and had a go at me most of the time, I still feel bad because i feel that i let her down

[Katiee]

Could you try and get your parents to understand hun?
x

[darlkill]

I have tried to make them understand but they dont understand at all, i think they are just trying to make me look at the future but i cant

[darlkill]

I feel frustrated at the moment, and its 2 hrs until i see my BF, need to get the frustration out of me by then

[Ellyx]

You need to be seen. Some overdoses can be damaging in many ways and can take days to have an effect

[-Pandora-]

Don't feel bad because she doesn't understand. The best thing for you to do is to seek medical advice and councelling because ODing is very dangerous and can result in serious health issues. Once you feel as though you are getting better, maybe you could talk to your friend and explain to her that it was just a mistake and that you are getting better. I am sure she would appreciate it much more if you went to her and explained how you feel and that you don't want anything to change between you both.
Hope things work out for you, stay safe.
Take care :)