Oh. And I actually attempted to take care of myself today. I didn't take any diet pills, and I actually allowed myself to eat more than a bite of something!
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I felt like a normal, healthy person, being able to sit and eat my food and chat to my family after. :)
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
Oh. And I actually attempted to take care of myself today. I didn't take any diet pills, and I actually allowed myself to eat more than a bite of something!
go you sexypants! <3
The good things dont always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things dont necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.
Nobody important? Blimey, thats amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space Ive never met anyone who wasnt important before.
If its time to go, remember what youre leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.
The good things dont always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things dont necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.
Nobody important? Blimey, thats amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space Ive never met anyone who wasnt important before.
If its time to go, remember what youre leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.
Errrm,, I went to get checked out at a GP surgery even though I'm not at home lol & I had a higher calories alcoholic drink tonight, rather than my usual. & I had a 'omg' moment but then thought, OH WELL, its my last night with Sarah so who cares?!
I've been really trying. I've become more aware of what I was doing to myself and the real consequences of it - not my 'oh I'll be all happy' ones.
I've tried my best to give up purging completely, and a few slips but I'm getting there. :)
I've been eating enough, and quite healthily.
But most importantly I've been exercising and I feel ever so much better for it. I know I am doing the right thing and the number on the scales is less important every day.
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
I've eaten today despite my weight shooting up over the weekend; which i've also rationalised as I know very little, if any of it, is real weight gain. I may even eat again later to make it 'enough' for the day.
"I would be almighty in my own world of art, even if I had to paint my pictures with my wet tongue on the dusty floor of my cell." -Picasso
"No, painting is not done to decorate apartments. It is an instrument of war." - Picasso
'I have scars becuase I have a past; but they, like my past, do not define my future'
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