Triggering (SI) - New Year's Resolution, anyone wanna join me? - Page 3

Rough_Diamond · 19-01-2010, 04:05 PM

Day 62.
12 days 'til feb.
Wow.
feeling quite pleased.

Rough_Diamond · 21-01-2010, 05:14 AM

Its all over.

Rough_Diamond · 21-01-2010, 04:30 PM

Day 1.

[LittleMonster] · 24-01-2010, 04:43 PM

Aww hun what happened?? *hugs*
I made it to my bday and still going so am happy. past 8 weeks now
keep strong
xxx

Rough_Diamond · 25-01-2010, 04:51 PM

again, day 1.

[LittleMonster] · 25-01-2010, 11:08 PM

whats up hun :(

Rough_Diamond · 26-01-2010, 07:44 PM

I can't do it anymore.
I'm just really down and stressed.
I've been going out constantly to try and busy myself, but then I have a night in and it all goes to ****.

[LittleMonster] · 27-01-2010, 10:52 AM

awww hun
you CAN do it, please try and stay strong, be with people so you can't give in, distract yourself
recovery is worth it.
xxx

Rough_Diamond · 27-01-2010, 01:24 PM

Day 3.
I think I'm probably back on track. Feeling quite positive again now :)

How are you doing just-me ?

[LittleMonster] · 31-01-2010, 09:37 AM

yayy :)
good.
I'm doing well SI wise thanks :D over 9 w eeks

-Rainbow- · 01-02-2010, 11:37 AM

its the 2nd month of the year.. made it thru 1st monthhhh

[LittleMonster] · 07-02-2010, 09:46 AM

YAYYYY that's amazing :) how are you doing now?
I'm on 10 weeks:D

Rough_Diamond · 09-02-2010, 06:30 PM

I don't really know how long its been, things have been pretty stressful at the minute. I'll start counting again soon :)
Hope you're all ok x

-Rainbow- · 13-02-2010, 03:53 AM

it is hard and the urges are strong and the stress seems to be building up and im getting more anxious. but it is day 13 of month 2 and i have held strong. but i dont feel very strong at all.. i feel so weak and pretty well pathetic with no direction and overworked/stressed and all in all crap.
i dont know why i feel so overworked.. im on holidays from work and only working 2-3 days a week from 6 thats not much. its getting hard... i dont want to return to work because i feel i need a break. but i go back in a week.
im trying.. we all are trying.. but it is getting increasingly difficult.
Claire: i hope you are okay, you did an awesome job getting so far in to the month and its great you can pick yourself back up and start counting again. it shows you are determined and thats really special :)
just-me: 10 weeks!!! *dances* thats great news! how are you doing with it? holding on strong it seems :) xx

[LittleMonster] · 13-02-2010, 09:26 AM

unself: keep trying, remain strong. Just tell yourself it ISN'T worth it- thats what I do, no matter how down I feel I tell myself it's not worth it and go to bed next thing I know it's the next day and they've gone :)
Claire: how are you doing now?? *hugs*

I'm on 11 weeks now :D

-Rainbow- · 16-02-2010, 12:40 PM

the thing about going to bed and waking up the next day without the urges is really helpful. i wish i could sleep well tho.. im not very good at sleeping at the moment but when i close my eyes and relax for hald an hour it helps a lot. so thanks :)
11 weeks on in excellent considering how much you have been struggling, i have been reading your posts and you are going thru a lot still. its great you can hold on to the positives. you are inspiring.
i think right now.. i need some help. my psych isnt available for another 4 weeks... its been 2 weeks and i usually see my psych every week sometimes twice a week and at bad times every 2nd week. but this is long to go without support... its bad i depend on it. but i need it.. is that bad? my clarity of thought is shot to hell right now. nearly dont even know right from wrong... triggered tho. :(

[LittleMonster] · 18-02-2010, 10:22 AM

Thanks for that it cheers me up when others realise too :)
It's not bad of course not, couldn't you see anyone else in between at all?
did you untrigger yourself? hope you did
HUGGSS
im on 12 weeks tomorrow

[LittleMonster] · 14-03-2010, 08:49 AM

so how are people?